Ted Kaczynski

Notebook X

Journal Series V, #1

June 22, 1980 to Jan 16, 1984

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... possible, not in a regular campground, because of the expense, because I hate these places, and because I dislike being conspicuous from the fact that I have neither tent nor camper. So I drive around these little dirt roads trying to find a place to pull my car off where I will be secluded enough so that I won’t be questioned by the police (as has happened to me sometimes in the past). Sometimes it is difficult or impossible. Another thing that makes the trip miserable is the fact that the car (Dave’s car, which I am using) I’ve been having trouble and has been having to get it fixed more than once. It wouldn’t be so bad if I knew an area where I can find what I want. The main problem is to avoid jet planes. I’ve not had success trying to get information about what areas are free of them.

Thus I have to drive around blind, so to speak, and investigate different places personally. I’ve had to be cautious about making inquiries concerning what areas are free of commercial air routes because I have committed crimes directed against planes, so I don’t want to call attention to myself as one who hates planes and wants to avoid them!

June 29, 1980

My brother has a weak, flaccid personality, and I have no respect for him. His ideology of “Art” is based on self-deception; and is quite imitative, in spite of the fact that (like most who latch onto that ideology) he claims to abhor imitation. On the other hand, I have a real affection for him. Thus, my feelings toward him tend to waver between affection and contempt.

July 30, 1980

From “Mythology of All Races, Ed. Louis Herbert Gray, Cooper Square Publishers, Inc. New York, 1964: Vol III p.261: “The principal business of the [Russian] sylvan spirits is to guard the forest. They do not allow-people to whistle or shout there…”

Vol. IV p.177: “A forest spirit resembling the Rusian Lesiy is the Eastern Lapps’ iehts-hozjin (“the Master of the forest”) … When anyone shouts, sings or makes a noise in the forest, he becomes offended, and bewilders the culprit so that he cannot find his way out of the forest. The “Master of the forest” loves silence above all.”

Aug.6. In order to show how much individual difference exists in our society than in what are value—judgements, but the assumptions that I made about why some people worship Art and Philosophy are statements of a factual character.)

I am not taking any stand as to whether or not there is more diversity (on significant points (what I would consider significant]) in our society than in New Guinea – I am merely sneering at the importance that Maggie Mead ascribes (by implication) to the particular points of diversity that she listed.

Maggie Mead only stayed a few months with those people. She claims that was enough, but one wonders how well she could have really got to know them in that length of time.

Her opinion of their comparative uniformity may be a case of “all coons look alike to me”. Or maybe not. I don’t claim to know. Of course it is very probable that there is more diversity in our society if you take people from widely different backgrounds (say a ghetto nigger and [crossed out: a profess] an upper middle class type) than what ordinarily occurs between two individuals in a New Guinea village. But it’s not so clear if you restrict attention to a particular class in our society (say upper-middle-class-businessman).

Aug 18, 1980

In June nineteen eighty, I sent a bomb to P.A. Wood, Pres. of United Airlines. According to newspapers hospitalized with cuts and burns and had surgery for removal of fragments. Post office offered five thousand bucks reward for identification of culprit. FBI said bomb had enough powder to kill, but “faulty craftsmanship” weakened it because culprit left something loose. This is false, though my design may have been poor due to ignorance of the technology. The detonator did all I designed it to do. It ignited the powder. I know for certain there was nothing “loose” in the explosive unit itself, because the ends of the pipe were stopped with wooden plugs fastened with epoxy and for each plug “two nails passing through plug and both sides of pipe. There would be nothing else to get loose that could weaken explosion. Probably, bomb weak from naive design or FBI mistaken about type of powder. They were partly wrong about type of switch used, judging from newspaper.

Sept. 15, 1980

Shortly after getting back to Montana after spending the greater part of a year working in the Chicago area, I reported in my notes that I no longer had the powerful desire for women that had troubled me while I was living among people. That was correct, and I am still untroubled by any strong sexual desire. Furthermore, I now look with a certain amount of disgust not only on the desire for sexual love that I experienced while at Chicago, but also on the other social feelings that I then experienced, mainly toward my co-workers at Prince Castle. Perhaps those feelings were partly due to my brief infatuation with that Ellen Bitch. Be that as it may, it is better to have cooly detached feelings toward people. Strong feelings do have their pleasures, but they tend to be enslaving; they infringe on one’s autonomy. While having those feelings I looked back with a kind of nostalgia to the psychological autonomy and (so to speak) purity that I’d had in the mountains. Now, back in relative solitude, I am somewhat repelled by the memory of my social feelings.

Another topic: Since committing the crimes reported elsewhere in my notes I feel better. I am still plenty angry, you understand, but the difference is that I am now able to strike back to a degree. True, I can’t strike back to anything like the extent I wish to, but I no longer feel totally helpless, and the anger doesn’t gnaw at my guts as it used to. Guilty feelings? Yes, a little. Occasionally I have bad dreams in which the police are after me. Or in which I am threatened with punishment from some super natural source. Such as the devil. But these don’t occur often enough to be a problem. I am definitely glad to have done what I have.

Just two or three weeks ago I committed a particularly satisfy small misdeed. Feeling the need for a little peace, I took a couple of weeks rations in my pack and set off. I went first to the thickets around the head of Rochester Gulch. Tired, I cooked a little cake of bannock, ate, and lay back to rest.

Despite occasional passing airplanes, the peace of the woods began to settle over me. Then my ears picked up a tiny fluctuating sound that seemed like the distant buzz of chainsaw but it was so faint that I dismissed it as imaginary. However, the noise soon became louder, and it came closer so rapidly that I concluded it was no logging operation. Someone must be cutting a trail through those thickets of which I have always been especially fond, because they are difficult to walk through, and therefore I had always felt sure of my solitude in them.

Though tired, I picked up my rifle, stuck a few items in my pockets, and went to investigate. By this time the cutters were passing within a hundred yards of my camp and I could hear their voices. I sneaked through the thickets very quietly. I passed close to a male spruce grouse which had been resting on the ground, sitting flat on its belly. It moved slowly away, watching me dubiously. When I got close enough, I stood and watched the cutters I could have shot one, but I was afraid that in that case I might be tracked by dogs and with my heavy pack and fatigue I was in no position to get away by some long complicated route wading along stream beds. After a while I saw them move a motorcycle along the trail they had cut. I was now fairly sure these must be the people who have one of the cabins at the mouth of Rochester Gulch.

I think these people are some of the main culprits among those who go tearing over the mountain meadows on their cycles. You can follow the tracks to where they come out quite near that cabin, and there is a big rutted place where the motorcycles climb up to get up on the ridge. This new trail would nicely complement the routes they use, and let them ride past the head of Rochester.

After watching them play with their chainsaws a while, I sneaked around behind them and followed back along their own trail for maybe ¼ or ¾ mile until I found where they had left their other two motorcycles. I put sugar in the gas tanks of both and slashed all the tires. Then I sneaked back to my camp. Here I waited tensely for a while, afraid to move out immediately because it’s very hard to move thickets with a pack, and they were walking so close that I was afraid they might hear me. In the intervals when they were not running the saws.

After a while I heard the first cycle running up where the other two cycles had been left. After a short interval it ran back to where the work had been going on, and after another interval I heard it roaring away over the mountain and down in the general direction of the mouth of Rochester. I waited a while longer, and, all being quiet, I loaded up my pack and moved out. I was more successful than I’d expected (though not completely so) in being quiet with the pack in the thicket. After some hard work getting through that stuff, I went down to a favorite campsite of mine, near where I had my secret shack. Here I found the peace I wanted. But next day I went home, because I was nervous about lingering anywhere in the area after my misdeed.

I was particularly pleased with myself after this incident, for 2 reasons. For one thing, it was a very neat trick that I pulled. Those fuckers must have been astonished and mystified to find their cycles ripped up only a quarter mile from where they were working, in an area where they would hardly expect to find any people. For another thing, this revenge was particularly satisfying because it was an immediate and precisely directed response the provocation. Contrast it with the revenge I attempted for jet noise. I long felt frustrated anger against the planes.

After complicated preparation I succeeded in injuring the Pres. of United Airlines, but he was only one of a vast army of people who directly and indirectly are responsible for the jets. So the revenge was long delayed, vaguely directed, and inadequate to the provocation. Thus it felt good to be able, for a change, to strike back immediately and directly.

A few days later I sent anonymous note to the forest service informing them of that presumably illegal trail.

But I think the Forest Service is a little lax about such things, and if they do anything at all they probably only reprimand the people concerned.

Sept. 23, 1980

Yesterday I got back from a 5-day excursion in mostly wet, drizzly or rainy weather. Generally slept cold at night. At the age of 38, I should be well over the hill physically, …

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… linens made from the remains of my old worn-out sleeping bag that I saved for moderate temperature they could also be used without the linens, the fur alone then sewing as insulation. All my other mittens are quite worn out, except for the down-filled ones that I bought in early 1973. These I’ve used only in very cold weather and never for rough work, because they were expensive ($1600). So that I can continue to preserve these, I made the nockchuck mittens for every-day use.

Nov. 14

I have just re-read, for I suppose the 4th or 5th time, Joseph Wood Knutch’s “The Desert Years”. I admire this book. To me, the first chapter, “Why I came”, is a most wonderful piece of writing. It goes right to my heart.

Jan. 3, 1981. Very mild winter so far – hardly any snow on the ground. A few days ago there was enough of a thaw so that it was possible to dig roots, and I made a little discovery that will be useful if confirmed by later experiences: Dandelion roots are much more tender and starch-filled when dug at this time of year than they are when dug in the spring, at which time the plants have already started to grow.

Next year I expect I’ll dig some dandelion roots in late autumn before the ground freezes.

1981

Jan. 11

Catching up on some things to be coded: Concerning the excursion reported in the Sept, 23 (1980) entry: On my way to my old familiar campsite, on the first day of the excursion, I saw that a favorite spot of mine, not far from the campsite, was being ruined by logging. Also on that trip I smashed all the windows of a fairly new, pretentious type cabin by Dalton Mtn. Rd. During October I took a trip (two nights out) to McClellan Creek, where I’d previously seen a new mining claim with tin shack. Made me sick to see where they’d bulldozed a road through, just so they could dig small amount of gold as a hobby. So I broke into shack and smashed up their stuff, which was the purpose of the trip.

Written Dec. 25, 1980

It may surprise some people who regard any enemy of organized society as “sick” and therefore unhappy, but I find that I am a happy man of course. I have had much satisfaction and happiness ever since I came to live in the mountains, but all too often I was acutely troubled by frustrated anger at motorcycles, airplanes, all that stuff against which my journals are full of complaints, and at the death of wilderness and freedom that I foresee. I sometimes felt as if I wanted to die along with the wilderness. However, since acquiring the ability to commit revenge crimes, I have found vast relief from these problems. Now my anger need no longer be held in. Also, I have made a change of attitude.

Wild country is still best, but now I am more willing to take what good things I can get from life even when I can’t isolate myself from the system nearly as much as I’d like. This change of attitude is made possible by my revenge crimes, because (since I can strike back) this change of attitude no longer represents a humiliating, slavish surrender. Wild country, freedom, and isolation from the system best. And if the system deprives me of these then I must strike back revengefully. But if I can strike back, then I can better enjoy nature partly ruined by the invasion of the system, because the invasion of the system no longer chokes me with frustrated anger, provided I can get some revenge.

Jan. 21

Having chiseled and ground the surface of my flat stone to make it more efficient for grinding seeds, I am now adding a heaping tablespoonful of meal made by grinding pennycress seeds to each of my cakes of bread -the pennycress meal being substituted for an equal amount of whole-wheat flour. I am short on whole-wheat flour, which I need for roughage to keep my guts acting right, so that the equally rough pennycress meal is useful in stretching my supply. It makes a dark-brown bread of very good flavor, with a mustardy bite to it, pennycress being related to mustard. When my pennycress seeds are used up, I expect to try Cheropodum album seeds, of which I also have a modest supply.

I wish I could describe how joyous it is to get up early in the morning, take the rifle under the arm, and go out to range over the hills. But I must admit that the rifle has been doing little business this winter, because there’s been so little snow. Since about early November I’ve only shot II rabbits, and one squirrel, and trapped one squirrel. A project I have in hand obliged me to go to Lincoln a few times, and I’ve brought back a little canned fish, but it isn’t really enough, so I’ve been getting rather meat-hungry in between the few snowfalls when I’ve been able to get rabbits.

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... Modern society. This piece is: Is there happiness for the woman I work for?, written by Roberto Arlt, pages 54–56. It appeared first in Nuevas portenas etchings, by Roberto Arlt.

The Second Piece: (page 37); it appeared first in “The City of a Man” by Leonidas Barletta.) – Look how beautiful our city is! With these guys who don’t believe in anything! And they don’t respect anything, not even the president! Here no one can pretend to be important, because no one cares. – And when we give importance to something, it is to annoy the opposite, and for a short time. – [This I want. It is as it should be.]

June 26, 1981

It’s been about a month since I broke into the cabin that belongs (as a prisoner) to the idiots who often ride motorcycles around Rochester Gulch. I broke most of the windows and tore off two-thirds of the roofing. If I’m mistaken in thinking this cabin belongs to those people, it doesn’t matter much, because I’ve seen motorcycles parked at this cabin at the mouth of Rochester, again “Snow mobiles” and another type of “Recreation vehicle”. It was my second or third visit to this cabin.

July 5

A few days ago I finished making a twenty-two caliber pistol. This took me a long time, over a year and a half, thereby preventing me from working on some other projects I would have liked to carry out. Gun works well and I get as much accuracy out of it as I’d expect a inexperienced pistol shot like me. It is equipped with improvised silencer which does not work as well as I hoped. At a guess it cuts noise down to maybe one third. It is said that it is easy machinist to make a gun, but of course, I didn’t have machine tools, but only a few files, hacksaw blades, small vice, a rickety hand drill, etc. The barrel I took from parts of an old air pistol. The other parts I made from various scraps of iron, most of them from abandoned cars near here. It required great care to make the parts quite accurately, but I did well and I’m quite satisfied. I want to use the pistol as a homicide weapon.

July 13

Yesterday evening I happened to locate the nest of a hummingbird. Well, I was going to write in Spanish, to practice, but I forgot. Yesterday, a little before sunset, I found a hummingbird’s nest. At least I think so. It was a dark object that was high in a Douglas-fir, and the hummingbird landed on it repeatedly, but I couldn’t see if it was indeed a nest. I didn’t want to climb the tree to see, because ...

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… newspaper “El Sol de Arizona” … a newspaper printed in Spanish. In his column “My Notes of the Week” Julio Mancillas writes: “Another sacred animal was the silver bear and the eagle, symbol of free life and power, in such a way that the Apaches always sought the feathers of said bird, to adorn their heads.” This phrase is not very clear, but it is evident that Mr. Mancillas means that for the Apaches the eagle was a symbol of free life. A few years ago I mentioned in my notes a case in which a Berber nomad used the Aquila as a symbol of free life. And of course this simosism is very familiar to us. It seems that various towns react in the same way to the eagle.

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Two or three years ago when I went by Wash toward Ton Creek saw cabin belonging to bad people (they had brand new pick up, slick looking fixings inside cabin). With steel traps hanging outside cabin, but not convenient for me to take them at the time. So this summer, I think in July I went to get the traps. Had good trip brought six days rations. Got traps, broke into cabin and got another days rations. Further down the stream was a mining operation with a dredge and bulldozer that was damaging the stream and making noise that I could hear far away, high in the mountains. I spent a day going down there and damaging their machines. Found they were working at the time and only one machine standing at a distance so I could damage it. Slashed tires, slashed expensive hose, damaged small engine on it. Frustrated at not being able to hurt miners more, I did minor damage to two cabins on the way back to camp. About two years before, when I went this way I found a jerk tearing up the mountain with a CAT on some silly dream of finding gold (it seems mining laws permit this). I later damaged his tractor as much as I could. This time when I passed by there, no sign of further work having been done. Seems my vandalism ended his vandalism. On way home passed through McClellan where some jerks have been playing miner, tearing up creek in sickening way. They also dug prospect holes on ridge. I took an important looking part (generator) off engine of their cat and buried it in bottom of another creek where it’ll rust away.

Jan 31

This winter, hunting in zero, said the thermometer. A disappointment. But it is another beautiful and very pleasant morning.

Feb 5

In early September I sneaked up on cabins at Rochester Gulch. At lower cabin I saw two parked motorcycles. From this and certain other evidence I now believe its the people of lower cabin who were main motorcycle culprits of that area. I came back at night, tore off some roofing, broke window, slashed up couch, bed, curtains, clothing, took box of tools (maybe hundred bucks worth) buried them under log in woods. On way back to camp I felt so good. Beautiful full moon. Some jerk placer mining way up at source of Rechester, area littered up. I recked a wheelbarrow he had there.

Feb. 7

Yesterday 10 degrees at dawn, fresh snow, went up on ridge to hunt. Got 4 rabbits, all of them pretty far out, away from home. Two of them I found sitting together about 8 ft. apart. I think this is only the second time I have ever found 2 rabbits in sight of one another. When I shot first of the 2 rabbits it kicked, though not as violently as they usually do; but the other rabbit gave no sign of noticing any thing unusual, and I shot it, too. Beautiful sunshiney day. Some of my hunting was on steep slopes in very open woods in an area where I haven’t hunted rabbits before. The 4th rabbit was the one I got closest to home – in the steep thicket by the big rock outcrop low down in the gulch that runs down from nest peak east of Baldy. Then I had to climb up onto the ridge from that area in order to go home – an exhausting task, as it is very difficult to get up that slope on snowshoes in winter. When I get up on top of the ridge I lay down in the snow to rest. I could see a large bird sitting in a dead tree on the next ridge over. By and by it took off and began soaring upward in circles on an updraft. It looked so large that it may have been an eagle rather than a hawk – but it’s hard to tell at such a distance. I watched, absorbed, as the bird circled higher and higher. It was an entrancing sight. After a while the spell was broken by the noise of a jet plane. But still it was a very good day. There has been a good deal of cold weather this winter. Thermometer read 8 degrees below this morning.

Feb 9

The cold continues. This morning the thermometer said 15 degrees below zero. But I rather like the cold. Things have been quiet lately and life is joyous. It seems I am more sensitive than ever to the attractions of such things as sunlight, open spaces, silence, wind, snow, and even just the interior of the cabin, which after all is my own construction and is part of my way of life here.

Feb 11

Yesterday morning the thermometer said zero degrees. She got up to about 25 degrees in the afternoon, but early today it said 2 degrees below zero. Almost every morning the moose are out on the Baldy meadows, eating grass. Today I saw the moose dig in the snow to reach the mast. My hare-skin-lined coat is still in good condition and serves me well in this cold weather. Since February 3, the thermometer said at dawn: -10 degrees, -21 degrees, -22 degrees, +10 degrees, -8 degrees, -15 degrees, 0 degrees, -2 degrees. A longer than usual cold spell, but nothing very exceptional, except that the temperatures of -21 degrees and -22 degrees were the lowest I have recorded here except for -29 ½ degrees (-31 ½ degrees) on last winter.

Feb. 12

I recently wrote in a letter to my brother that the inhibitions that have been trained into me are too strong to permit me ever to commit a serious crime. This may surprise the reader considering some things reported in these notes, but motive is clear. I want to avoid any possible suspicion on my brothers part.

Feb. 14

Yesterday I hunted here in the Florence Canyon. Find a hare and hit it with an arrow from a distance of maybe six feet. The arrow entered the hare where I aimed — through the body and just behind the shoulders. However, the hare ran. I followed footprints from one part to another. I was in the thicket for several hours, but I could not catch the hare. After a while I would come several times so close to the hare that I could see it; but she still ran surprisingly well despite the arrow that was still in her body. Once I could have killed her with the rifle, but I tried to get a chance with the bow and arrow, and the hare ran again. I finally lost the tracks and I couldn’t find them again even though I searched for them for a long time. The search was very difficult because I have a short temper …

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... limping. Well, life would not be worth much to me if I were not healthy enough to be physically active, and it would be more in accordance with my opinions and my attitude towards life if I did without this security and accept an early death if it came to me. But I have another reason (by far more important) for accepting this money.

And this is that my projects for revenge on the technological society are expensive and I need money to carry them out. For instance, last fall I attempted a bombing and spent nearly three hundred bucks just for travel expenses, motel, clothing for disguise, etc. Aside from cost of materials for bomb. And then the thing failed to explode. Damn, this was the firebomb found in University of Utah business school outside door of room containing some computer stuff.

March 6

A few days ago I went to get watercress. Since I had not had fresh vegetables for at least three and a half months, I really liked the watercress. Yesterday there was sun in the afternoon and the temperature was higher than 32 degrees. I went on the slope to the north of the cabin where the snow had disappeared in many places and the ground was thawed. I found a single Wild onion, which I also liked a lot. Spring is coming and soon there will be lots of wild onions. [crossed out: Since] It hasn’t been very cold for a few weeks. Besides, it’s not very snowy, so I can’t hunt the hares and I haven’t had any meat for a few days. But today I took a walk on the south-facing slopes southwest of Baldy, where most of the snow is gone; there I scared away a group of three or four blue partridges that stopped in nearby trees. I killed two with my “twenty-two”. They were female. After removing the feathers from them, I went ahead and took a good walk. As always, the mountains seemed extremely beautiful to me, even though the sky was covered with clouds.

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… when my anger against modern civilization is such that I really need some form of escapism, and at least mathematics is far less degrading than watching TV and that kind of crap. Doubtless I will turn to mathematics again when the need to escape arises.

But I want to record it here that the fact that I work on mathematics at times does not imply that I respect it or feel it is worthwhile or anything of that sort. On the contrary, it is merely a rather unwholesome pleasure that I turn to sometimes when I need to forget.

Of course, the kind of mathematics I play with is not likely ever to have any practical applications-i.e., it is not likely ever to be useful to The System.

April 27

This past winter I shot 41 rabbits, at a cost of 42 cartridges, and trapped one rabbit. But haven’t been keeping any consistent record of what I shoot any more. Have shot a couple of grouse this spring, though (being involved in other projects) I’ve done little hunting or gathering. A couple of days ago I had a fine day.

Shot a particularly large packrat at the old mine, and a big male blue grouse that I heard grunting up on the ridge, and I got waterleaf, bitter-root, lomatium, dandelions, and wild onions.

So I’ve had excellent eating last couple of days. The lomatium was better than usual, whether because I cooked it longer or because it was gathered earlier, hence more starchy. These fine spring days are pure joy. There’s been a little bird hanging around here whose singing is most wondrously beautiful.


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... possible, not in a regular campground, because of the expense, because I hate these places, and because I dislike being conspicuous from the fact that I have neither tent nor camper. So I drive around these little dirt roads trying to find a place to pull my car off where I will be secluded enough so that I won’t be questioned by the police (as has happened to me sometimes in the past). Sometimes it is difficult or impossible. Another thing that makes the trip miserable is the fact that the car (Dave’s car, which I am using) I’ve been having trouble and has been having to get it fixed more than once. It wouldn’t be so bad if I knew an area where I can find what I want. The main problem is to avoid JET PLANES. I’ve not had success trying to get information about what areas are free of THEM.

Thus I have to drive around blind, so to speak, and investigate different places personally. I’ve had to be cautious about making inquiries concerning what areas are free of COMMERCIAIL AIR ROUTES because I have COMMITTED CRIMES DIRECTED AGAINST PLANES,SO I DON’T WANT TO CALL ATTENTIONTO MYSELFAZ ONE WHO HATES PLANESAND WANTS TO AVOID THEM!

June 29, 1980

My brother has a weak, flaccid personality, and I have no respect for him. His ideology of “Art” is based on self-deception; and is quite imitative, in spite of the fact that (like most who latch onto that ideology) he claims to abhor imitation. On the other hand, I have a real affection for him. Thus, my feelings toward him tend to waver between affection and contempt.

July 30, 1980

From “Mythology of All Races, Ed. Louis Herbert Gray, Cooper Square Publishers, Inc. New York, 1964: Vol III p.261: “The principal business of the [Russian] sylvan spirits is to guard the forest. They do not allow-people to whistle or shout there…”

Vol. IV p.177: “A forest spirit resembling the Rusian Lesiy is the Eastern Lapps’ iehts-hozjin (“the Master of the forest”) … When anyone shouts, sings or makes a noise in the forest, he becomes offended, and bewilders the culprit so that he cannot find his way out of the forest. The “Master of the forest” loves silence above all.”

Aug. 6.

In order to show how much individual difference exists in our society than in what are value—judgements, but the assumptions that I made about why some people worship Art and Philosophy are statements of a factual character.)

I am not taking any stand as to whether or not there is more diversity (on significant points (what I would consider significant]) in our society than in New Guinea – I am merely sneering at the importance that Maggie Mead ascribes (by implication) to the particular points of diversity that she listed.

Maggie Mead only stayed a few months with those people. She claims that was enough, but one wonders how well she could have really got to know them in that length of time.

Her opinion of their comparative uniformity may be a case of “all coons look alike to me”. Or maybe not. I don’t claim to know. Of course it is very probable that there is more diversity in our society if you take people from widely different backgrounds (say a ghetto nigger and [crossed out: a profess] an upper middle class type) than what ordinarily occurs between two individuals in a New Guinea village. But it’s not so clear if you restrict attention to a particular class in our society (say upper-middle-class-businessman).

Aug 18, 1980

IN JUNE NINETEEN EIGHTY, I SENT A BOMB TO P.A. WOOD, PSES. OF UNITED AIR LINES. ACCORDING TO NEWSPAPERS HOSPITALIZED WITH COTS AND BURNS AND HAD SURGERY FOR REMOVAL OF FRAGMENTS. POST OFFICE IFFERED FIVE THOWZAND BUKS REWARD FOR CSQRVT IDENTIFICATION OF CULPRIT. FBI SAID BOMB HAD ENUF POWDER TO KILL, BUT “FAULTY CRAFTSMANSHIP” WEAKENED IT CAUSE CULPRIT LEFT SOMETHING LOORE THIS FALSE, THO MY DESIGN.. MAY HAVE BEEN POOR DUE TO IGNORANCE OF THE TECHNOLOGY. THE DETONATOR DID ALL I DESIGNED IT TO DO. IT IGNITED THE POWDER. I KNOW FOR CERTAIN THERE WAS NOTHING “LOOSE” IN THE EXPLOSIVE UNIT ITSELF, CAUSE THE ENDS OF THE PIPE WERE STOPPED WITH POODEN PLUGS FASTENED WITH EPOXY AND FOR EACH PLUG “IWO NAILS PASSING THRU PLUG AND BOTH SIDES OF PIPE. THERE WOULD BE NOTHING ELSE TO GET LOOSE THAT COULD WEAKEN ERPLODSION “PROBABLY” BOMB WEAK FROM NAIVE DESIGN OR FBI MISTAKEN ABOUT TYPE OF POWDER. THEY WERE PARTLY WRONG ABOUT TYPE OF SWITCH USED, JUDGING FROM NEWSPAPER.

Sept. 15, 1980

Shortly after getting back to Montana after spending the greater part of a year working in the Chicago area, I reported in my notes that I no longer had the powerful desire for women that had troubled me while I was living among people. That was correct, and I am still untroubled by any strong sexual desire. Furthermore, I now look with a certain amount of disgust not only on the desire for sexual love that I experienced while at Chicago, but also on the other social feelings that I then experienced, mainly toward my co-workers at Prince Castle. Perhaps those feelings were partly due to my brief infatuation with that Ellen Bitch. Be that as it may, it is better to have cooly detached feelings toward people. Strong feelings do have their pleasures, but they tend to be enslaving; they infringe on one’s autonomy. While having those feelings I looked back with a kind of nostalgia to the psychological autonomy and (so to speak) purity that I’d had in the mountains. Now, back in relative solitude, I am somewhat repelled by the memory of my social feelings.

Another topic: Since COMMIITING THE CRIMES REPORTED ELSEWHERE IN MY NOTES I FEEL BETTER. I AM STILL PLENTY ANGRY, you understand, but the difference is that I AM NOW ABLE TO STRIKE BACK, to a degree. True, I I CAN’T STRIKE BACK TO ANYTHING LIKE THE EXTENT I WISH TO, BUT I NO LONGER FEEL TOTALLY HELPLESS, AND THE .ANGER DUZZENT GNAW AT MY GUTS AS IT USED TO. GUILTY FEELINGS? YES, A LITTLE. OCCASIONALLY I HAVE BAD DREAMS IN WHICH THE POLICE ARE AFI’ER ME. OR IN WHICH I AM THREATENED WITH PUNISHMENT FROM SOME SUPER NATURAL SOURCE. SUCH AS THE DEVIL. BUT THESE DON’T OCCUR OFTEN YOU ENUF TO BE A PROBLEM. I AM DEFINITELY GLAD TO HAVE DONE WHAT I HAVE.

Just TWO OR THREE WEEKS AGO I COMMITTED A PARTICULARLY SATISFY SMALLMISDEED. Feeling the need for a little peace, I took a couple of weeks rations in my pack and set off. I went first to THE THICKETS AROUND THE HEAD OF ROCHESTERGULCH. Tired, I cooked a little cake of bannock, ate, and lay back to rest.

Despite occasional passing airplanes, the peace of the woods began to settle over me. Then my ears picked up a tiny fluctuating sound that seemed like THE DIST.ANT BUZZ OF CHAINSA- but it was so faint that I dismissed it as imaginary. However, the noise soon became louder, and it came closer so rapidly that I concluded it was NO LOGGING OPERATION. SOMEONE MUST BE COTI’ING A TRAIL THR.U THVSE THICKETS OF WHICH IHAVE ALWAYS BEEN especially fond, because they are difficult to walk through, and therefore I had always felt sure of my solitude in them.

Though tired, I picked up my rifle, stuck a few items in my pockets, and went to investigate. By this time THE CUTTERS WERE PASSING WITHIN A HUNDERD YARDS OF MY CAMP AND I COULD HEAR THEIR VOICES. I sneaked through the thickets very quietly. I passed close to a male spruce grouse which had been resting on the ground, sitting flat on its belly. It moved slowly away, watching me dubiously. When I got close enough, I stood and watched THE CUTTERS. I COULD HAVE SHOT ONE, BUT I WAS AFRAID THAT IN THAT CASE I MITE BE TRACKED BY DOGS and with my heavy pack and fatigue I was in no position to GET AWAY BY SOME LONGCOMPLICATED ROUTE wading along stream beds. After a while I saw THEM MOVE A MOTORCYCLE ALONG THE TRAIL THEY HAD CUT. I was now fairly sure these must be the PEOPLE WHO HAVE ONE OFTHE CABINS AT THE MOUTH OF ROCHESTER GULCH.

I think these people are some of the MA.IN CULPRTS AMONG THOSE WHO GO TEARING OVER THE MOUNTAIN MEADOWS ON THEIR CYCLES. You can follow the tracks to where they come out quite near THAT CABIN, AND THERE IS A BIG RUTTED PLACE WHERE THE MOTORCYCLES climb up to get up on the ridge. This new TRAIL WOULD NICELY COMPLEMENT THE ROUTES THEY USE, AND LET THEM RIDE PAST THE HEAD OF ROCHESTER.

After watching them play with their CHAINSAWS A WHILE, I sneaked around behind them and followed BACK ALONG THEIROWN TRAIL for maybe ¼ or ¾ mile until I found where THEY HAD LEFT THEIR OTHER TWO MOTORCYCLES. I PUT SUGAR IN THE GAS TANKS OF BOTH AND SLASHED ALL THE TIRES. THEN I SNEAKED BACK TO MY CAMP. Here I waited tensely for a while, afraid to move out immediately because it’s very hard to move THICKETS WITH A PACK, AND THEY WERE WLKING SO CLOSE THAT I WAS AFRAID THEY MITE HEAR ME. In the intervals when they WERE NOT RUNNING THE SAWS.

After a while I heard the first CYCLE RUNNING UP WHERE THE OTHER TWO CYCLES HAD BEEN LEFT.

After a short interval it ran back to where THE WORK HAD BEEN GOING ON, and after another interval I heard it ROERING AWAY (OVER THE MTN), AND DOWN in the general direction of the MOUTH OF ROCHESTER. I waited a while longer, and, all being quiet, I loaded up my pack and moved out. I was more successful than I’d expected being QUIET WITH THE PACK IN — (though not completely so) in THE THICKET. After some hard work getting through that stuff, I went down to a favorite campsite of mine, near where I HAD MY SECRET SHACK. Here I found the peace I wanted. But next day I went home, because I was NERVUS ABOUT LINGERING ANY WHERE IN THE AREA AFTER MY MISDEED.

I was particularly pleased with myself after this incident, for 2 reasons. For one thing, it was a very NEAT TRICK THAT I PULLED. THOSE FUCKERS MUST HAVE BEEN ASTONISHED AND MYSTIFIED TO FIND THEIR CYCLES RIPPED UP ONLY A QUARDER MILE FROM WHERE THEY WERE WORKING, IN AN AREA WHERE THEY WOULD hardly expect to FIND ANY PEEPLE. For another thing, this REVENGE WAS PARTICULARLY SATISFYING BECAUSE IT WAS AN immediate and precisely directed response TO THE PROVOCATION. Contrast it with the REVENGE I ATTEMPTED FOR JET NOISE. I LONG FELT FRUSTRATED ANGER AGAINST THEPLANES.

After complicated preparation I succeeded in INJURING THE PRES OF UNITED A.L., BUT HE WAS ONLY ONE OF A VAST ARMY OF PEEPLE WHO directly and indirectly are responsible for the .JETS. SO THE REVENGE WAS long delayed, vaguely directed, and inadequate TO THE PROVOCATION. Thus it felt good to be able, for a change, to STRIKE BACK IMMEDIATELY AND directly.

A few days later I SENT ANONYMOUS NOTE TO THE FOREST SERVICE INFORMING THEM OF THAT PRESUMABLY ILLEGAL TRAIL.

But I think the F.S. IS A LITTLE LAX ABOUT SUCH THINGS, AND IF THEY 00 ANYTHING AT ALL THEY PROBABLY ONLY REPRIMAND THE PEOPLE concerned.

Sept. 23, 1980

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… linens made from the remains of my old worn-out sleeping bag that I saved for moderate temperature they could also be used without the linens, the fur alone then sewing as insulation. All my other mittens are quite worn out, except for the down-filled ones that I bought in early 1973. These I’ve used only in very cold weather and never for rough work, because they were expensive ($1600). So that I can continue to preserve these, I made the nockchuck mittens for every-day use.

Nov. 14

I have just re-read, for I suppose the 4th or 5th time, Joseph Wood Knutch’s “The Desert Years”. I admire this book. To me, the first chapter, “Why I came”, is a most wonderful piece of writing. It goes right to my heart.

Jan. 3, 1981.

Very mild winter so far – hardly any snow on the ground. A few days ago there was enough of a thaw so that it was possible to dig roots, and I made a little discovery that will be useful if confirmed by later experiences: Dandelion roots are much more tender and starch-filled when dug at this time of year than they are when dug in the spring, at which time the plants have already started to grow.

Next year I expect I’ll dig some dandelion roots in late autumn before the ground freezes.

1981

Jan. 11

Catching up on some things to be coded: Concerning the excursion reported YENDO A MI CAMPAMENTO VIEJO FAMILIAR, DIA PRIMERO DE LA EXCURSION, VI QUE UN LUGAR FAVORITO DE MIO, NO LEJO DEL CAMPAMENTO, SE ARRUINABA POR CORTAR DE LOS ARBOLS. (I.E., LOGGING) ALSO ON THAT TRIP I SMASHED ALL WINDOWS OF A FAIRLY NEW, PRETENTIOUSTYPE CABIN BYDALTON MTN.RD. DURING OCTOBER I TOOK A TRIP (TWO NIGHTS OUT) TO MCCLELLAN DAINAGE, WHERE ID PREVIOUSLY SEEN A NEW MINING CLAIM WITH TIN SHACK. MADE ME SICK TO SEE WHERE THEYD BULLDOZED A ROAD THRU, JUST SO THEY COULD DIG SMALL AMOUNT GILD AS HOBBY. SO I BROKE INTO SHACK AND SMASHEED UP THEIR STUFF, WHICH WAS THE PURPOSE OF THE TRIP

Written Dec. 25, 1980

It may surprise some people who regard any ENEMY OF ORGANIRED SOCIETY AS “SICK” AND THEREFORE UNHAPPY, BUT I FIND THAT I AM A HAPPY MAN OF COURSE. I HAVE HAD MUCH SATISFACTION AND HAPPINESS EVER SINCE I CAME TO LIVE IN THE MOUNTAINS, BUT ALL TOO OFTEN I WAS ACUTELY TROUBLED BY FRUSTRATED ANGER AT MITORCYCLES, AIRPLANES, ALL THAT STUFF AGAINST WHICH MY JOURNALS ARE FULL OF CIMPLAINTS, AND AT THE DEATH OF WILDERNESS AND FREEDOM THAT I FORESEE. I SOMETIMES FELT AS IF I WANTED TO DIE ALONG WITH THE WILDERNESS. HOWEVER, SINCE ACQUIRING THE ABILITY TO COMMIT REVENGE CRIMES, I HAVE FOUND VAST RELIEF FROM THESE PROBLEMS. NOW MY ANGER NEED NO LONGER BE HELD IN.ALSO, I HAVE MADE A CHANGE OF ATTITUDE.

Wild country is still best, but now I am more willing to take what good things I can get from life even when I can’t isolate myself from the system nearly as much as I’d like. This change of attitude is made possible by MY REVEMGE CRIMES, BECAUSE (SINCE I CAN STRIKE BACK) THIS CHANGE OF ATTISUDE NO NONGER. REPRESENTS A HUMILIATING, SLAVISH SURRENDER. WILD COUNTRY, FREEDOM, AND ISOLATION FROM THE SYSTEM BEST, AND IF THE SYSTEM DEPRIVES ME OF THESE THEN I MUST STRIKE BACK REVENGEFULLY. BUT IF I CAN STRIKE BACK, THEN I CAN BETTER ENJOY NATURE PARTLY RUINED BY THE INVASION OF THE SYSTEM, BECAUSE THE INVASION OF THE SYSTEM NO LONGER CHOKES WITH FRUSTRATED ANGER, PROVIDED I CAN GET SOME REVENGE.

Jan. 21.

Having chiseled and ground the surface of my flat stone to make it more efficient for grinding seeds, I am now adding a heaping tablespoonful of meal made by grinding pennycress seeds to each of my cakes of bread -the pennycress meal being substituted for an equal amount of whole-wheat flour. I am short on whole-wheat flour, which I need for roughage to keep my guts acting right, so that the equally rough pennycress meal is useful in stretching my supply. It makes a dark-brown bread of very good flavor, with a mustardy bite to it, pennycress being related to mustard. When my pennycress seeds are used up, I expect to try Cheropodum album seeds, of which I also have a modest supply.

I wish I could describe how joyous it is to get up early in the morning, take the rifle under the arm, and go out to range over the hills. But I must admit that the rifle has been doing little business this winter, because there’s been so little snow. Since about early November I’ve only shot II rabbits, and one squirrel, and trapped one squirrel. A project I have in hand obliged me to go to Lincoln a few times, and I’ve brought back a little canned fish, but it isn’t really enough, so I’ve been getting rather meat-hungry in between the few snowfalls when I’ve been able to get rabbits.

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... modern society. Este trozo es,: Existe la felicidad para la mujer que trabajo?, escrito per Roberto Arlt, paginas 54–56. Parecio premero en Nuevas aguafuertes portenas, de Roberto Arlt.

El Segundo trozo: (pagina 37; parecio primero en <<La Ciudad de un hombre>> de Leonidas Barletta.) – ! Mira que es linda nuestra ciudad! !Con estos tipos [guys] que no creen en nada! !Y no respetan nada, ni al president! Aqui nadie so puede hacer el importante, porque nadile le da importancia. – Y cuando le damos importancia a algo, es para fastidar al contrario, y por poco tiempo. – [Esto quiero. Es como debe ser.]

June 26

HACE QUIZAS UN MES QUE HICE UNA INCURSION A LA CABANA QUE PERTENECE ECOMO REO) A LOS ESTUPIDOJ QUE SE PASEAN A MOTOCICLETA A MENUDO ALREDEDPR DE ROCHESTER GULCH. QUEBRE LA MAYORIA DE LOS VENTANAS Y ROMPI FUERA DOS TERCIOS DEL “ROOFING”. SI OUTE EQUIVOCO CREYENDO QUE ESTA CABANA PERTENEZCA A AQUELLA GENTE, NO IMPORTA MUCHO, PORQUE HE VISTO MOTOCICLETAS PARADAS A ESTA CABANA A LA BOCA DE ROCHESTER, OTRA VEZ “SNOW MOBILES” Y UN OTRO TIPO DE “RECREATION VEHICLE”. FUE MI SEGUNDA O TERCERA INCURSION A ESTA CABANAHACE

July 5

UNOS POCOS DIAS QUE ACABE DE HACER UNA PISTOLA DE CALIBRE VEINTE Y DOS. ESTO METOMO MUCHO TIEMPO DURANTE UN ANO Y MEDIO, THEREBY PREVENTING ME FROM WORKING ON SOME OTHER PROJECTS I WOULD HAVE LIKED TO CARRY OUT. GUN WORKS WELL AND I GET AS MUCH AERCURACY OUT OF IT AS ID EXPECT A INEXPERIENCED PISTOL SHOT LIKE ME. IT IS EQIPED WITH IMPROVISED SILENCER WHICH DOES NOT WORK AS WELL AS I HOPED. AT A GUESS IT CUTS NOISE DOWN TO MAYBE ONE THIRD. IT IS SAID THAT IT IS EASY MACHINIST TO MAKE A GUN, PERO POR SUPUESTO, YO NO TENIA MACHINE TOOLS, BUT ONLY A FEW FILES, HACKSAW BLADES, SMALL VICE, A RICKETY HAND DRILL, ETC. THE BARREL TOME DE UNA VIEJA PISTOLANEUMATICA. LAS OTRAS PARTES HICE DE VARIOS FRAGMENTOS DE HIERRO, LA MAYORIA DE ELLOS VINIENDODE LOS AUOMOVILES ABANDONADOS QUE ESTAN CERCA DE AQUI. EXIGIA MUY CUIDEDO HACER LAS PARTES CON BASTANTE EXACTITUD, PERO LOHICE BIEN Y ESTOY BIEN SATISFECHO. QUIERO USAR LA PISTOLA POR ARMA DE HOMICIDIO

July 13

Yesterday evening I happened to locate the nest of a hummingbird. Pues, yo iba a esciber en espanol, para practicar, pero olvide. Ayer, un poco antes de la puesta del sol, halle el hido de un colibri. Al menos, lo creo. Era un objeto oscuro que estaba alto en un abeto de Douglas, y el colibri se poso en el repetidas reces, pero no pude ver si era por cierto un nido. No quise trepar el arbol par aver, porque

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… periodico “El Sol de Arizona” … un periodico impreso en espanol. En su columna “Mis Apuntes de la Semana” escribe Julio Mancillas: “Otro animal sagrado lo era el oso plateado y el aguila, simbolo de la vida libre y de poderio, de tal suerte que los apaches siempre procuraban las plumas de dicha ave, para adorner sus cabezas.” Esta frase no es muy clara, pero es evidente que quiere decir Sr. Mancillas que para los apaches el aguila era un simbolo de la vida libre. Hace unos anos que mencione en mis notas un caso en el que uso un nomada bereber al Aquila por simbolo de la vida libre. Y por supuesto nos este muy familiar este simoslismo a nosotros. Farace que varios pueblos reaccionan de la misma manera al aguila.

1982

Jan 28.

Two or three years ago when I went BY WASH TOWARD TON CREEK SAW CABIN BELONING TO BAD PEOPLE (THEY HAD BRAND NEW PICK UP, SLICK LOOKING FIXINGS INSIDE CABIN). WITH STEEL TRAPS HANGING OUTSIDE CABIN, BUT NOT CNVENIENT ME TO TAKE THEM at the time. So this summer, I think in July I went to GET THE TRAPS. HAD GOOD TRIP BROUGHT SIX DAYS RATIONS. GOT TRAPS, BROKE INTO CABIN AND GOT ANOTHEL DAYS RATIONS. MAS LEJOS HACIA ABAJO POR EL ARROYO ESTABA UNA OPERACION MINERA CON DRAGA Y BULLDOZER QUE ESTROPEABA EL ARROYO Y HACIA RUIDO QUE SETH PODIA OIR A LO LEJOS A LO. ALTO DE LA MONTANA. GASTE UN DIA PARA IR HACIA ABAJO Y DANAR SUS MAQUINAS. FOUND THEY WERE WORKING at the time and only one MACHINE STANDING AT A DISTANCE SO I COULD DAMAGE IT. SLASHED TIRES, SLASHED EXPENSIVE HOSE, DAMAGED SMALL ENGINE ON IT. FRUSTRATED AT NOT BEING ABLE TO HURT MINERS MORE, I DID MINOR DAMAGE TO TWO CABINS on the way back to camp. About two YEARS BEFORE, WHEN I GOED THIS WAY I FOUND A JERK TEARING UP THE MOUNTAIN WITH A CAT ON SOME SILLY DREAM OF FINDING GOLD (IT SEEMS MINING LAWS PERMIT THIS). I LATER DAMAGED HIS TRACTOR AS MUCH AS I COULD. THIS TIME WHEN I PASSED BY THERE, NO SIGN OF FURTHER WORK HAVING BEEN DONE. SEEMS MY VANDALISM ENDED HIS VANDALISM. ON WAY HOME PASSED THRU MCCLELLAN WHERE SOME JERKS HAVE BEEN PLAY MINER, TEARING UP CREEK IN SICKENING WAY. THEY ALSO DUG PROSPECT HOLES ON RIDGE. I TOOK AN IMPORTANT LOOKING PART (GENERATOR) OFF ENGINE OF THEIR CAT AND BURIED IT IN BOTTOM OF ANOTHER CREEK WHERE IT RUST AWAY

Jan 31.

Este invierno, cazando en la de cero dijo el termometro. Una decepcion. Pero es otra manana bella y muy agradable.

Feb 5.

IN EARLY SAPTEMBER I SNEAKED UP ON CABINS AT ROCHESTER G. AT LOWER CABIN I SAW TWO PARKED MOTORCYCLES. FROM THIS AND CERTAIN OTHER EVIDENCE I NOW BELIEVE ITS THE PEOPLE OF LOWER CABIN WHO WERE MAIN MOTORCYCLE CULPRITS OF THAT AREA. I CAME BACK AT NIGHT, TORE OFF SOME ROOFING, BROKE WINDOW, SLASHED UP COUCH, BED, CURTAINS, CLOTHING, TOOK BOX OF TOOLS (MAYBE HUNDRED BUCKS WORTH) BURIED THEM UNDER LOG IN WOODS. ON WAY BACK TO CAMP I FELT SO GOOD. BEAUTIFUL FULL MOON. SOME JERK PLACER MINING WAY UP AT SOURCE OF RECHESTER, AREA LITTERED UP. I RECKED A WHEELBARROW HE HAD THERE

Feb. 7.

Yesterday 10 degrees at dawn, fresh snow, went up on ridge to hunt. Got 4 rabbits, all of them pretty far out, away from home. Two of them I found sitting together about 8 ft. apart. I think this is only the second time I have ever found 2 rabbits in sight of one another. When I shot first of the 2 rabbits it kicked, though not as violently as they usually do; but the other rabbit gave no sign of noticing any thing unusual, and I shot it, too. Beautiful sunshiney day. Some of my hunting was on steep slopes in very open woods in an area where I haven’t hunted rabbits before. The 4th rabbit was the one I got closest to home – in the steep thicket by the big rock outcrop low down in the gulch that runs down from nest peak east of Baldy. Then I had to climb up onto the ridge from that area in order to go home – an exhausting task, as it is very difficult to get up that slope on snowshoes in winter. When I get up on top of the ridge I lay down in the snow to rest. I could see a large bird sitting in a dead tree on the next ridge over. By and by it took off and began soaring upward in circles on an updraft. It looked so large that it may have been an eagle rather than a hawk – but it’s hard to tell at such a distance. I watched, absorbed, as the bird circled higher and higher. It was an entrancing sight. After a while the spell was broken by the noise of a jet plane. But still it was a very good day. There has been a good deal of cold weather this winter. Thermometer read 8 degrees below this morning.

Feb 9.

El frio continua. Esta manana dijo el termometro 15 degrees debajo de cero. But I rather like the cold. Things have been quiet lately and life is joyous. It seems I am more sensitive than ever to the attractions of such things as sunlight, open spaces, silence, wind, snow, and even just the interior of the cabin, which after all is my own construction and is part of my way of life here.

Feb 11.

Ayer por la manana dijo el termometro cero grados. Se levanto hasta unos 25 degrees por la tarde, pero hoy a la madrugada dijo 2 degrees debajo de cero. Casi todas las mananas estan los alces en los prados de Baldy, comiondo pasto. Hoy vi a los alces cavar en la nieve para alcanzar el masto. Mi chaqueton forrado con pieles de liebres esta todavia de Buena condicion y me sirve bien por este tiempo frio. Desde febrero 3, el ter mometro dijo a las madrugadas: -10 degrees, -21 degrees, -22 degrees, +10 degrees, -8 degrees, -15 degrees, 0 degrees, -2 degrees. Un period de frio mas largo que lo usual, pero nada muy excepcional, fuera de que las temperaturas de -21 degrees y -22 degrees eran las mas bajas que he registrado aqui salvo la de -29 ½ degrees (-31 ½ degrees) el invierno pasado.

Feb. 12.

I RECENTLY WROTE IN A LETTER TO MY BROTHER THAT THE INHIBITIONS THAT HAVE BEEN TRAINED INTO ME ARE TOO STRONG TO PERMIT ME EVER TO COMMIT A SERIOUS CRIME. THIS MAY SURPRIZE READER CONSIDERING SOME THINGS REPORTED IN THESE NOTES, BUT MOTIVE IS CLEAR. I WANT TO AVOID ANY POSSIBLE SUSPICION ON MY BROTHERS PART.

Feb. 14

Ayer caze aqui en la Barranca Florence. Halle a una liebre y la pegue con una fleche desde una distancia de quizas seis pies. La fleche penetro a la liebre donde I a punte – a traves del cuerpo y poco detras de los hombros. No obstante, la liebre corrio. Segui huellas de una parte a otra. Dente de la espesura por varias horas, pero no pude coger a la liebre Despues de un rato yo venia va veces tan cerca de la liebre que podia verla; pero ella todavia poco corer sorprendentemente bien a pesar de la fleche que estaba todavia en su cuerpo. Una vez habria podido matarla con el rifle, pero trate de conseguir una oporuni con el arco y la fleche, y la liebra corrio de Nuevo. Por fin perdi la huellas y no pude hallarlas otra v aunque las busque por mucho tiempo. La busque era muy dificil porque la tempera ...

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... cojo. Pues, no me valdria mucho la vida si no tuviera yo bastante salud para estar fisicamente active, y seria mas de acuerdo con mis opinions y mi actitud ante la vida que yo pasara sin esta seguridad y aceptara una muerte temprana si esta me viniese. Pero tengo otro motivo (mas importante por mucho) de aceptar este dinero.

AND THIS IS THAT MY PROJECTS FOR REVENGE ON THE TECHNOLOGICAL SOCIETY ARE EXPENSIVE AND I NEED MONEY TO CARRY THEM OUT. FOR INSTANCE, LAST FALL I ATTEMPTED A BOMBING AND SPENT NEARLY THREE HUNDRED BUCKS JUST FOR TRAVEL EXPENSES, MOTEL, CLOTHING FOR DISGUISE, ETC. ASIDE FROM COST OF MATERIALS FOR BOMB. AND THEN THE THING FAILED TO EXPLODE. DAMN, THIS WAS THE FIREBOMB FOUND IN U. OF UTAH BUSINESS SCHOOL OUTSIDE DOOR OF ROOM CONTAINING SOME COMPUTER STUFF.

March 6

Hace unos pocos dias que fui a obener berro. Ya que no habia tenido legumbres frescas desde hacia tres meses y medio, por lo menos, me gusto mucho el berro. Ayer habia sol por la tarde y la temperature estaba mas alta que 32 degrees. Fui en la cuesta al norte de la cabana donde la nieve habia desaparecido en muchas partes y el suelo estaba deshelado. Encontre una sola cebolla Silvestre, la cual tambien me gusto mucho. La primavera se acerca y al poco tiempo Habra muchas cebollas silvestres. [crossed out: Ya que] No hace mucho frio desde hace unas semanas. Ademas, no hace mucha nieve, pore so no puedo cazar a las liebres y no tengo ninguna carne desde hace unos pocos dias. Pero hoy di un paseo sobre las cuestas al suroeste de Baldy que dan al sur, donde ha desaparecido la mayor parte de la nieve; alli espante a un grupo de tres o cuatro perdices azules que se detuvieron en arboles cercanos. Mate ados con mi “veinte y dos”. Eran hembras. Despues de quitarlas las plumas a ellas, fui mas adelante y di un buen paseo. Como siempre, me parecieron sumamente hermosas las montenas, aunque estaba el cielo cubierto de nubes.

March 9

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April 27.

This past winter I shot 41 rabbits, at a cost of 42 cartridges, and trapped one rabbit. But haven’t been keeping any consistent record of what I shoot any more. Have shot a couple of grouse this spring, though (being involved in other projects) I’ve done little hunting or gathering. A couple of days ago I had a fine day.

Shot a particularly large packrat at the old mine, and a big male blue grouse that I heard grunting up on the ridge, and I got waterleaf, bitter-root, lomatium, dandelions, and wild onions.

So I’ve had excellent eating last couple of days. The lomatium was better than usual, whether because I cooked it longer or because it was gathered earlier, hence more starchy. These fine spring days are pure joy. There’s been a little bird hanging around here whose singing is most wondrously beautiful.

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… when my anger against modern civilization is such that I really need some form of escapism, and at least mathematics is far less degrading than watching TV and that kind of crap. Doubtless I will turn to mathematics again when the need to escape arises.

But I want to record it here that the fact that I work on mathematics at times does not imply that I respect it or feel it is worthwhile or anything of that sort. On the contrary, it is merely a rather unwholesome pleasure that I turn to sometimes when I need to forget.

Of course, the kind of mathematics I play with is not likely ever to have any practical applications-i.e., it is not likely ever to be useful to The System.

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... possible, not in a regular campground, because of the expense, because I hate these places, and because I dislike being conspicuous from the fact that I have neither tent nor camper. So I drive around these little dirt roads trying to find a place to pull my car off where I will be secluded enough so that I won’t be questioned by the police (as has happened to me sometimes in the past). Sometimes it is difficult or impossible. Another thing that makes the trip miserable is the fact that the car (Dave’s car, which I am using) I’ve been having trouble and has been having to get it fixed more than once. It wouldn’t be so bad if I knew an area where I can find what I want. The main problem is to avoid 80 69 4 40 86 91 31 30 98 4 9 34 63 22 38 45 59 95 I’ve not had success trying to get information about what areas are free of 91 61 80 74 56

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June 29, 1980

My brother has a weak, flaccid personality, and I have no respect for him. His ideology of “Art” is based on self-deception; and is quite imitative, in spite of the fact that (like most who latch onto that ideology) he claims to abhor imitation. On the other hand, I have a real affection for him. Thus, my feelings toward him tend to waver between affection and contempt.

July 30, 1980

From “Mythology of All Races, Ed. Louis Herbert Gray, Cooper Square Publishers, Inc. New York, 1964: Vol III p.261: “The principal business of the [Russian] sylvan spirits is to guard the forest. They do not allow-people to whistle or shout there…”

Vol. IV p.177: “A forest spirit resembling the Rusian Lesiy is the Eastern Lapps’ iehts-hozjin (“the Master of the forest”) … When anyone shouts, sings or makes a noise in the forest, he becomes offended, and bewilders the culprit so that he cannot find his way out of the forest. The “Master of the forest” loves silence above all.”

Aug. 6.

In order to show how much individual difference exists in our society than in what are value—judgements, but the assumptions that I made about why some people worship Art and Philosophy are statements of a factual character.)

I am not taking any stand as to whether or not there is more diversity (on significant points (what I would consider significant]) in our society than in New Guinea – I am merely sneering at the importance that Maggie Mead ascribes (by implication) to the particular points of diversity that she listed.

Maggie Mead only stayed a few months with those people. She claims that was enough, but one wonders how well she could have really got to know them in that length of time.

Her opinion of their comparative uniformity may be a case of “all coons look alike to me”. Or maybe not. I don’t claim to know. Of course it is very probable that there is more diversity in our society if you take people from widely different backgrounds (say a ghetto nigger and [crossed out: a profess] an upper middle class type) than what ordinarily occurs between two individuals in a New Guinea village. But it’s not so clear if you restrict attention to a particular class in our society (say upper-middle-class-businessman).

Aug 18, 1980

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Sept. 15, 1980

Shortly after getting back to Montana after spending the greater part of a year working in the Chicago area, I reported in my notes that I no longer had the powerful desire for women that had troubled me while I was living among people. That was correct, and I am still untroubled by any strong sexual desire. Furthermore, I now look with a certain amount of disgust not only on the desire for sexual love that I experienced while at Chicago, but also on the other social feelings that I then experienced, mainly toward my co-workers at Prince Castle. Perhaps those feelings were partly due to my brief infatuation with that Ellen Bitch. Be that as it may, it is better to have cooly detached feelings toward people. Strong feelings do have their pleasures, but they tend to be enslaving; they infringe on one’s autonomy. While having those feelings I looked back with a kind of nostalgia to the psychological autonomy and (so to speak) purity that I’d had in the mountains. Now, back in relative solitude, I am somewhat repelled by the memory of my social feelings.

Another topic: Since 35 46 33 34 7 90 18 16 70 78 51 99 63 52 85 72 45 9 6 72 0 91 97 58 54 79 57 76 21 52 40 88 78 69 20 27 43 56 83 35 55 83 30 46 41 48 37 35 49 35 75 4 58 99 72 83 85 92 12 81 36 17 35 44 35 51 36 38 20 85 36 26 you understand, but the difference is that 2 46 53 15 86 35 55 42 41 63 31 80 87 71 35 46 46 91 34 90 29 36 38 to a degree. True, 10 23 29 15 0 1 15 13 23 42 64 54 96 48 34 42 61 41 26 32 25 41 25 51 54 49 77 34 92 29 59 37 25 84 99 41 88 29 27 70 62 49 66 93 6 27 7 20 55 19 91 52 53 90 3 85 82 5 46 52 58 79 52 49 91 60 69 23 84 64 1 58 67 27 54 52 19 61 99 95 32 37 81 46 6 33 30 51 64 62 94 45 45 57 30 18 27 12 11 66 29 90 29 85 52 41 49 48 0 60 88 2 53 75 66 61 8 28 28 45 41 58 51 19 21 81 26 47 83 10 61 78 50 25 60 43 55 5 92 89 86 84 20 79 33 43 80 67 36 82 36 87 46 32 10 80 38 89 53 16 37 61 85 16 98 16 28 49 5 31 5 60 70 85 79 28 39 54 83 90 44 56 31 0 32 53 64 77 6 25 63 19 77 64 94 18 15 4 56 44 26 64 26 76 56 16 5 7 33 84 30 75 31 81 62 65 32 51 98 62 33 21 61 34 28 48 58 64 73 41 48 78 12 91 74 64 50 47 55 65 1 20 61 17 54 5 25 61 52 99 63 5 54 69 46 87 13 34 26 42 61 81 23 82 1 92 94 29 89 0 42 68 16 59 58 26 85 55 16 73 88 5 42 40 41 19 30 78 91 9 42 38 25 46 47 58 46 25 20 83 3 58 71 83 26 24 44 16 66 90 85 63 56 5 31 31 77 0 64 34 35 95 31 46 77 51 38 38 15 94 3 41 48 79 31 63 70 23 84 20

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Despite occasional passing airplanes, the peace of the woods began to settle over me. Then my ears picked up a tiny fluctuating sound that seemed like 54 65 89 74 58 58 43 91 71 56 34 55 3 71 30 54 27 5 53 38 31 47 4 but it was so faint that I dismissed it as imaginary. However, the noise soon became louder, and it came closer so rapidly that I concluded it was 0 64 68 89 64 96 49 17 53 42 57 97 55 73 82 42 51 54 61 42 43 81 43 68 48 60 72 55 10 14 85 95 58 86 46 2 43 19 79 58 25 27 15 54 30 69 71 50 40 61 32 66 14 41 49 82 42 32 30 75 41 49 60 28 99 26 86 46 55 46 48 44 16 38 3 34 1 especially fond, because they are difficult to walk through, and therefore I had always felt sure of my solitude in them.

Though tired, I picked up my [CROSSED OUT] rifle, stuck a few items in my pockets, and went to investigate. By this time 77 0 11 75 58 49 49 10 83 67 87 70 26 29 83 57 87 62 3 82 63 90 39 34 52 45 40 65 11 44 28 56 2 57 22 9 50 92 14 81 4 41 60 36 35 78 45 32 48 42 70 65 47 77 59 96 37 25 28 53 61 I sneaked through the thickets very quietly. I passed close to a male spruce grouse which had been resting on the ground, sitting flat on its belly. It moved slowly away, watching me dubiously. When I got close enough, I stood and watched 4 39 4 31 59 11 56 82 49 27 58 11 38 91 98 23 68 24 3 42 50 99 5 60 80 11 6 31 30 38 1 18 41 30 37 42 68 75 24 82 13 38 70 55 92 67 50 44 20 15 82 0 87 38 71 11 80 90 76 18 67 28 43 83 37 24 and with my heavy pack and fatigue I was in no position to 74 45 64 30 87 63 65 21 85 99 62 48 63 13 47 49 38 61 40 8 28 57 70 79 73 47 20 91 76 46 51 66 68 61 41 72 52 30 76 61 60 wading along stream beds. After a while I saw 85 24 38 48 12 6 79 17 94 5 87 45 9 82 69 23 70 64 53 90 89 45 91 33 23 27 6 56 4 75 53 27 46 8 81 26 68 88 5 81 40 52 38. I was now fairly sure these must be the 70 2 28 21 29 78 28 75 54 38 81 40 81 77 38 51 76 35 51 33 71 13 36 16 29 60 88 51 49 49 95 64 13 81 54 48 66 44 84 85 25 65 31 33

I think these people are some of the 81 99 58 83 14 40 73 40 86 47 32 80 76 32 84 37 98 20 49 46 68 7 32 1 61 63 85 80 53 30 40 49 49 64 54 70 26 74 48 64 67 15 54 29 79 87 20 74 87 19 44 69 65 43 63 78 63 21 11 22 45 60 44 65 59 86 55 98 38 76 50 You can follow the tracks to where they come out quite near 52 15 5 18 68 36 25 29 15 21 6 32 15 21 0 5 63 46 33 97 2 4 73 64 1 14 12 9 23 5 65 87 70 64 91 48 31 25 86 climb up to get up on the ridge. This new 72 80 19 95 64 38 82 62 16 66 53 42 47 48 33 81 99 63 62 85 63 74 50 47 45 28 28 14 63 21 60 9 9 61 7 61 73 73 64 31 69 26 76 43 29 96 16 17 45 37 1 13 67 10 67 47 55 58 26 80 40 90 51 60 19 48 26 19 67 34 89 61 64 66 53 15 65

After watching them play with their 81 56 80 56 50 62 57 92 3 32 65 70 27 72 78 sneaked around behind them and followed 54 86 58 14 15 60 63 64 41 61 61 33 82 52 5 62 30 6 26 51 21 62 0 for maybe¼ or¾ mile until I found where 14 76 60 57 60 63 73 99 2 14 8 61 43 97 81 33 67 3 72 82 64 86 51 54 75 17 80 59 46 2 27 42 57 4 33 21 67 38 92 15 5 24 13 10 53 12 86 45 28 46 37 85 74 48 72 5 39 75 91 84 83 16 9 52 68 71 6 47 40 73 50 2 65 65 36 38 85 26 6 26 7 2 91 60 70 2 16 75 82 33 42 5 42 39 87 2 76 Here I waited tensely for a while, afraid to move out immediately because it’s very hard to move 73 30 37 42 93 17 33 38 91 94 5 61 27 46 4 50 8 39 25 7 36 23 40 23 46 67 89 11 35 9 12 40 56 38 51 52 54 37 99 88 22 85 39 42 59 29 43 42 30 87 5 0 66 54 50 86 65 41 4 8 45 32 43 50 In the intervals when they 54 22 46 11 77 78 12 32 41 3 95 49 37 32 69

After a while I heard the first 57 61 66 6 61 28 37 39 6 41 90 10 8 16 8 13 75 91 39 40 47 3 62 79 49 24 98 49 49 4 58 41 22 51 42 41 53 72 80 44 12 90

After a short interval it ran back to where 73 13 86 80 13 83 16 63 42 39 41 56 67 32 55 44 and after another interval I heard it 67 20 0 53 57 75 67 73 99 21 0 86 55 5 57 59 64 38 38 79 44 71 45 96 89 65 in the general direction of the 24 63 30 87 36 55 92 68 74 15 79 58 I waited a while longer, and, all being quiet, I loaded up my pack and moved out. I was more successful than I’d expected being — (though not completely so) in 24 63 87 24 61 65 46 56 0 79 63 2 99 73 85 89 67 30 17 30 62 11 46 After some hard work getting through that stuff, I went down to a favorite campsite of mine, near where 35 1 84 93 42 80 57 67 37 13 72 71 30 67 68. Here I found the peace I wanted. But next day I went home, because I was 10 66 75 62 63 15 34 37 70 32 72 64 98 74 48 10 81 37 11 49 83 64 88 35 73 23 15 39 12 69 37 63 57 17 92 74 62 49 43 32 42 27

I was particularly pleased with myself after this incident, for 2 reasons. For one thing, it was a very 82 2 37 55 54 40 51 42 63 88 24 53 11 84 54 39 64 76 86 0 65 50 67 35 26 77 45 91 66 54 74 51 33 82 32 73 30 79 37 53 47 54 77 19 70 29 5 67 83 25 27 65 31 46 46 92 42 17 2 74 1 42 66 76 98 38 41 18 79 42 71 75 48 27 12 75 90 90 83 55 13 83 19 20 68 91 86 34 51 0 60 68 0 47 48 13 7 19 17 27 14 55 40 62 8 37 30 21 48 33 31 89 21 57 45 33 60 30 66 39 10 34 81 60 52 99 hardly expect to 86 83 39 93 59 27 50 53 77 49 30 2 28 80 37 31 80 For another thing, this 43 34 13 39 48 58 39 0 14 40 59 18 51 26 7 6 16 89 5 94 50 89 63 32 85 46 70 51 63 40 44 28 24 36 76 28 29 17 10 13 immediate and precisely directed response 20 12 43 44 18 0 30 96 63 26 36 89. Contrast it with the 81 55 7 54 45 30 90 75 28 30 7 75 46 42 70 58 7 87 28 36 20 25 3 38 29 79 63 83 47 53 66 50 7 83 45 49 59 23 80 53 81 61 58 11 34 41 29 77 59 54 51 0 61 62 93 77 85 48 75 78 51 12 99 48 84 49 72 82

After complicated preparation I succeeded in 11 39 3 58 5 3 34 6 5 46 79 14 64 44 95 85 19 88 81 63 44 61 26 73 17 68 37 90 31 70 63 99 83 28 7 59 20 37 6 46 87 38 29 57 40 61 59 50 34 45 54 49 71 66 21 89 directly and indirectly are responsible for the 82 29 53 13 27 56 55 85 55 10 40 10 49 45 8 84 long delayed, vaguely directed, and inadequate 12 66 2 23 91 13 66 55 2 37 36 64 Thus it felt good to be able, for a change, to 28 25 75 45 40 27 79 67 20 31 69 72 47 76 35 93 40 33 9 68 2 34 directly.

A few days later I 59 38 49 15 2 17 45 25 34 73 54 29 54 56 17 28 90 51 28 92 50 45 38 41 19 0 40 26 42 64 73 55 88 48 60 21 39 60 40 48 35 97 12 61 40 58 86 30 30 25 46 51 39 11 80 15 99 56 40 7 8 78 8 41 6 23 36 5 28 26 60 45 51 23

But I think the 67 9 62 30 83 23 17 69 18 53 33 13 12 14 53 58 35 33 86 1 61 19 45 76 17 76 64 7 59 98 62 71 10 4 43 1 12 7 57 55 39 40 90 45 22 70 79 87 49 46 31 84 13 52 40 46 91 41 37 55 49 39 23 33 71 29 55 71 89 63 94 58 6 90 17 71 27 50 47 75 68 2 77 33 4 80 35 40 30 58 concerned.

Sept. 23, 1980

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… linens made from the remains of my old worn-out sleeping bag that I saved for moderate temperature they could also be used without the linens, the fur alone then sewing as insulation. All my other mittens are quite worn out, except for the down-filled ones that I bought in early 1973. These I’ve used only in very cold weather and never for rough work, because they were expensive ($1600). So that I can continue to preserve these, I made the nockchuck mittens for every-day use.

Nov. 14

I have just re-read, for I suppose the 4th or 5th time, Joseph Wood Knutch’s “The Desert Years”. I admire this book. To me, the first chapter, “Why I came”, is a most wonderful piece of writing. It goes right to my heart.

Jan. 3, 1981.

Very mild winter so far – hardly any snow on the ground. A few days ago there was enough of a thaw so that it was possible to dig roots, and I made a little discovery that will be useful if confirmed by later experiences: Dandelion roots are much more tender and starch-filled when dug at this time of year than they are when dug in the spring, at which time the plants have already started to grow.

Next year I expect I’ll dig some dandelion roots in late autumn before the ground freezes.

1981

Jan. 11

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Wild country is still best, but now I am more willing to take what good things I can get from life even when I can’t isolate myself from the system nearly as much as I’d like. This change of attitude is made possible by 84 60 97 63 80 78 53 46 6 26 11 32 14 26 38 90 55 21 39 35 7 83 92 31 51 91 21 74 62 61 36 77 54 61 33 68 28 69 87 57 47 17 6 46 57 39 57 42 49 58 99 86 78 59 66 31 9 65 77 21 38 81 89 45 12 39 30 46 58 17 20 7 25 18 45 53 70 99 86 33 44 21 95 82 59 7 20 53 42 64 47 79 47 76 62 45 61 39 91 23 94 36 57 53 59 32 56 51 6 69 43 52 88 42 83 74 40 69 73 19 63 76 37 26 50 15 90 32 61 43 6 60 12 71 44 41 35 37 17 6 67 27 15 82 40 59 43 95 37 35 81 84 44 58 15 2 77 46 68 30 37 54 27 92 85 71 68 11 45 40 74 30 98 2 61 7 48 37 47 29 68 86 87 56 32 75 53 55 85 86 26 22 88 37 8 5 90 23 22 66 13 29 7 66 49 25 27 85 37 12 67 48 16 40 9 9 41 84 46 86 37 98 63 49 34 29 67 78 67 44 25 77 88 33 51 32 23 35 47 13 27 22 52 61 74 33 59 77 37 99 53 18 10 1 53 38 96 76 73 5 43 47 47 43 51 73 25 23 3 79 80 45 28 66 57 30 73 17 63 32 25 33 49 13 1 70 62 32 23 7 67 60 17 4 32 34 20 25 46 56 35 22 9 98 87 61 69 35 30 53 38 32 24 91 5 39 67 76 40 75 34 39 21 3 56 68 85 4 0 42 80 81 16 17 9 48 8 84 12 10 44 43 63 60 52 41 3 74 20 7 48 49 31 72 48 68 74 93 25 57 31 53 80 31 48 63 49 89 64 95 54 73 14 37 68 68 5 49 99 58 38 49 75 22 40 63 85 73 53 25 21 42 74 45 8 24 32 50 44 63

Jan. 21.

Having chiseled and ground the surface of my flat stone to make it more efficient for grinding seeds, I am now adding a heaping tablespoonful of meal made by grinding pennycress seeds to each of my cakes of bread -the pennycress meal being substituted for an equal amount of whole-wheat flour. I am short on whole-wheat flour, which I need for roughage to keep my guts acting right, so that the equally rough pennycress meal is useful in stretching my supply. It makes a dark-brown bread of very good flavor, with a mustardy bite to it, pennycress being related to mustard. When my pennycress seeds are used up, I expect to try Cheropodum album seeds, of which I also have a modest supply.

I wish I could describe how joyous it is to get up early in the morning, take the rifle under the arm, and go out to range over the hills. But I must admit that the rifle has been doing little business this winter, because there’s been so little snow. Since about early November I’ve only shot II rabbits, and one squirrel, and trapped one squirrel. A project I have in hand obliged me to go to Lincoln a few times, and I’ve brought back a little canned fish, but it isn’t really enough, so I’ve been getting rather meat-hungry in between the few snowfalls when I’ve been able to get rabbits.

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... Sociedad moderna. Este trozo es,: Existe la felicidad para la mujer que trabajo?, escrito per Roberto Arlt, paginas 54–56. Parecio premero en Nuevas aguafuertes portenas, de Roberto Arlt.

El Segundo trozo: (pagina 37; parecio primero en <<La Ciudad de un hombre>> de Leonidas Barletta.) – ! Mira que es linda nuestra ciudad! !Con estos tipos [guys] que no creen en nada! !Y no respetan nada, ni al president! Aqui nadie so puede hacer el importante, porque nadile le da importancia. – Y cuando le damos importancia a algo, es para fastidar al contrario, y por poco tiempo. – [Esto quiero. Es como debe ser.]

June 26

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July 13. Yesterday evening I happened to locate the nest of a hummingbird. Pues, yo iba a esciber en espanol, para practicar, pero olvide. Ayer, un poco antes de la puesta del sol, halle el hido de un colibri. Al menos, lo creo. Era un objeto oscuro que estaba alto en un abeto de Douglas, y el colibri se poso en el repetidas reces, pero no pude ver si era por cierto un nido. No quise trepar el arbol par aver, porque

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… periodico “El Sol de Arizona” … un periodico impreso en espanol. En su columna “Mis Apuntes de la Semana” escribe Julio Mancillas: “Otro animal sagrado lo era el oso plateado y el aguila, simbolo de la vida libre y de poderio, de tal suerte que los apaches siempre procuraban las plumas de dicha ave, para adorner sus cabezas.” Esta frase no es muy clara, pero es evidente que quiere decir Sr. Mancillas que para los apaches el aguila era un simbolo de la vida libre. Hace unos anos que mencione en mis notas un caso en el que uso un nomada bereber al Aquila por simbolo de la vida libre. Y por supuesto nos este muy familiar este simoslismo a nosotros. Farace que varios pueblos reaccionan de la misma manera al aguila.

1982

Jan 28.

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Jan 31.

Este invierno, cazando en la de cero dijo el termometro. Una decepcion. Pero es otra manana bella y muy agradable.

Feb 5.

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Feb. 7.

Yesterday 10 degrees at dawn, fresh snow, went up on ridge to hunt. Got 4 rabbits, all of them pretty far out, away from home. Two of them I found sitting together about 8 ft. apart. I think this is only the second time I have ever found 2 rabbits in sight of one another. When I shot first of the 2 rabbits it kicked, though not as violently as they usually do; but the other rabbit gave no sign of noticing any thing unusual, and I shot it, too. Beautiful sunshiney day. Some of my hunting was on steep slopes in very open woods in an area where I haven’t hunted rabbits before. The 4th rabbit was the one I got closest to home – in the steep thicket by the big rock outcrop low down in the gulch that runs down from nest peak east of Baldy. Then I had to climb up onto the ridge from that area in order to go home – an exhausting task, as it is very difficult to get up that slope on snowshoes in winter. When I get up on top of the ridge I lay down in the snow to rest. I could see a large bird sitting in a dead tree on the next ridge over. By and by it took off and began soaring upward in circles on an updraft. It looked so large that it may have been an eagle rather than a hawk – but it’s hard to tell at such a distance. I watched, absorbed, as the bird circled higher and higher. It was an entrancing sight. After a while the spell was broken by the noise of a jet plane. But still it was a very good day. There has been a good deal of cold weather this winter. Thermometer read 8 degrees below this morning.

Feb 9.

El frio continua. Esta manana dijo el termometro 15 degrees debajo de cero. But I rather like the cold. Things have been quiet lately and life is joyous. It seems I am more sensitive than ever to the attractions of such things as sunlight, open spaces, silence, wind, snow, and even just the interior of the cabin, which after all is my own construction and is part of my way of life here.

Feb 11.

Ayer por la manana dijo el termometro cero grados. Se levanto hasta unos 25 degrees por la tarde, pero hoy a la madrugada dijo 2 degrees debajo de cero. Casi todas las mananas estan los alces en los prados de Baldy, comiondo pasto. Hoy vi a los alces cavar en la nieve para alcanzar el masto. Mi chaqueton forrado con pieles de liebres esta todavia de Buena condicion y me sirve bien por este tiempo frio. Desde febrero 3, el ter mometro dijo a las madrugadas: -10 degrees, -21 degrees, -22 degrees, +10 degrees, -8 degrees, -15 degrees, 0 degrees, -2 degrees. Un period de frio mas largo que lo usual, pero nada muy excepcional, fuera de que las temperaturas de -21 degrees y -22 degrees eran las mas bajas que he registrado aqui salvo la de -29 ½ degrees (-31 ½ degrees) el invierno pasado.

Feb. 12.

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Feb. 14

Ayer caze aqui en la Barranca Florence. Halle a una liebre y la pegue con una fleche desde una distancia de quizas seis pies. La fleche penetro a la liebre donde I a punte – a traves del cuerpo y poco detras de los hombros. No obstante, la liebre corrio. Segui huellas de una parte a otra. Dente de la espesura por varias horas, pero no pude coger a la liebre Despues de un rato yo venia va veces tan cerca de la liebre que podia verla; pero ella todavia poco corer sorprendentemente bien a pesar de la fleche que estaba todavia en su cuerpo. Una vez habria podido matarla con el rifle, pero trate de conseguir una oporuni con el arco y la fleche, y la liebra corrio de Nuevo. Por fin perdi la huellas y no pude hallarlas otra v aunque las busque por mucho tiempo. La busque era muy dificil porque la tempera ...

... cojo. Pues, no me valdria mucho la vida si no tuviera yo bastante salud para estar fisicamente active, y seria mas de acuerdo con mis opinions y mi actitud ante la vida que yo pasara sin esta seguridad y aceptara una muerte temprana si esta me viniese. Pero tengo otro motivo (mas importante por mucho) de aceptar este dinero.

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March 6

Hace unos pocos dias que fui a obener berro. Ya que no habia tenido legumbres frescas desde hacia tres meses y medio, por lo menos, me gusto mucho el berro. Ayer habia sol por la tarde y la temperature estaba mas alta que 32 degrees. Fui en la cuesta al norte de la cabana donde la nieve habia desaparecido en muchas partes y el suelo estaba deshelado. Encontre una sola cebolla Silvestre, la cual tambien me gusto mucho. La primavera se acerca y al poco tiempo Habra muchas cebollas silvestres. [crossed out: Ya que] No hace mucho frio desde hace unas semanas. Ademas, no hace mucha nieve, pore so no puedo cazar a las liebres y no tengo ninguna carne desde hace unos pocos dias. Pero hoy di un paseo sobre las cuestas al suroeste de Baldy que dan al sur, donde ha desaparecido la mayor parte de la nieve; alli espante a un grupo de tres o cuatro perdices azules que se detuvieron en arboles cercanos. Mate ados con mi “veinte y dos”. Eran hembras. Despues de quitarlas las plumas a ellas, fui mas adelante y di un buen paseo. Como siempre, me parecieron sumamente hermosas las montenas, aunque estaba el cielo cubierto de nubes.

March 9

Ayer habia sol y volvi a dar paseo sobre las cuestas que estan libres de nieve. Pero …

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April 27.

This past winter I shot 41 rabbits, at a cost of 42 cartridges, and trapped one rabbit. But haven’t been keeping any consistent record of what I shoot any more. Have shot a couple of grouse this spring, though (being involved in other projects) I’ve done little hunting or gathering. A couple of days ago I had a fine day.

Shot a particularly large packrat at the old mine, and a big male blue grouse that I heard grunting up on the ridge, and I got waterleaf, bitter-root, lomatium, dandelions, and wild onions.

So I’ve had excellent eating last couple of days. The lomatium was better than usual, whether because I cooked it longer or because it was gathered earlier, hence more starchy. These fine spring days are pure joy. There’s been a little bird hanging around here whose singing is most wondrously beautiful.

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… when my anger against modern civilization is such that I really need some form of escapism, and at least mathematics is far less degrading than watching TV and that kind of crap. Doubtless I will turn to mathematics again when the need to escape arises.

But I want to record it here that the fact that I work on mathematics at times does not imply that I respect it or feel it is worthwhile or anything of that sort. On the contrary, it is merely a rather unwholesome pleasure that I turn to sometimes when I need to forget.

Of course, the kind of mathematics I play with is not likely ever to have any practical applications-i.e., it is not likely ever to be useful to The System.

Decoding process

by Theo Slade


Ted encoded parts of some of his journals so that he could keep a record of his evolving thoughts on his crimes without incriminating himself.

On Ted’s book shelf when he was arrested lay his journals, some of which were partially encoded, a helpful decoding procedure guide and the cipher that can be used to decode this journal.

In 2022 this journal was uploaded to a California University website with some pages missing.[1] Along with a long document called A Review and Compilation of the Writings of Ted Kaczynski which contained quotes from an FBI decryption of this journal.

As far as I’m aware, before me, only the FBI and an arty filmmaker called James Benning had ever decrypted Ted’s journals. Neither of whom made their decryptions fully public.

So, armed with the decoding procedure and the photo scan of the journal, I began typing up the journal, then adding the coded text to a spreadsheet along with the cipher to decode it:

I used simple array formulas to convert the cipher grid into a vertical list of numbers, following the order shown in the first and second phases of the decoding diagram below.

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The order of the next two phases required some clever spreadsheeting formula skills, as the order needed to start in the top left corner, moving north-east on each diagonal, ending on the bottom right corner. Then start in the top right corner, moving south-east on each diagonal, ending at the bottom left corner. Thankfully a kind stranger providing the formula on r/googlesheets:

Starting in top left corner, moving north east on each diagonal

=sort(tocol(Range),tocol(sequence(n)+sequence(1,m)-1+1/sequence(n,m)),1)

Start top right, move south east on each diagonal

=sort(tocol(Range),tocol(sequence(n)+sequence(1,m,m,-1)-1+sequence(n,m)/(n*m)),1)

Explanation

The standard index of the diagonals can be computed using i + j -1. The gives something like this:

1 2 3 4
2 3 4 5
3 4 5 6
4 5 6 7

That’s the sequence we want to order the diagonals. Then, to determine the direction on each diagonal, we use the normal sequence.

1 2 3 4
5 6 7 8
9 10 11 12
13 14 15 16

They impose left to right direction, but to keep them from interfering with the diagonal order, we turn them into fractions, either 1/seq to go right to left or seq/(n*m) for left to right. This results in

1.0625 2.125 3.1875 4.25
2.3125 3.375 4.4375 5.5
3.5625 4.625 5.6875 6.75
4.8125 5.875 6.9375 8

That gives us the desired order, so you can flatten both the original data sort those number using these numbers, also flattened.

Then, all I had to do was find the third coded text number in the journal, ‘4’, which was code for start comparing the journal code against the cipher from the 4th row, left to right and down. Delete the ‘4’ and any numbers over 90, add the journal numbers to the cipher numbers, minus 90 any numbers over 90, then turn the numbers into the letters and words in the list of meanings.

Here’s an example from the decoding:

Notebook X: 73 53 25 21 42 74 45 8 24 32 50 44 63
Cipher: 79 4 30 68 3 49 15 38 43 13 6 5 74
Addition: 152 57 55 89 45 123 60 46 67 45 56 49 137
Deduct 90 if > 90: 62 57 55 89 45 33 60 46 67 45 56 49 47
Decrypted: S O M delete E WORD-SPACER R E V E N G E

Besides that, all I had to do is shift the journal code up or down a few rows every time the cipher went out of sync because Ted skipped say 15 numbers in the cipher.

The first hiccup I faced was not being able to figure out the right alignment when I came up to a section that had a lot of missing pages before it in the photo scan of the journal. The decoded sentence was also in Spanish, so not seeing any English words I thought there was likely missing code within the missing pages.

I knew I had two strings of journal code at the end where an FBI decryption had already been released. So, I compared the decrypted letters against the list of meanings, then subtracted the journal code to get what the cipher code might be, then worked backwards to figure out where this second to last coded section matched up with the cipher in order to box in from either side the length of the cipher the remaining code would need to be matched up to. Then, started working from bottom to top.

Sometimes when I got stuck I’d check the third letter against the cipher to see if Ted had started the order of the cipher over again, but I did think it was unlikely as I didn’t think he’d want to reuse the same order of numbers.

I also thought I might get to a point where I’d need some decoding enthusiast to notice how common words would look in the list of meanings against the cipher or to use a simple computer program script e.g. this Basica Language Computer Program the arty filmmaker made.

Thankfully, working upwards I got all the numbers to fit without any gaps of missing code and completed the decoding.

Finally, I’ll end with the funny story of how the decoding procedure was acquired.

Ted talked about having a go bag ready to go on the run, and places he’d stashed journals before in the forest,[2] so maybe he thought if he ever suspected he was about to be caught he would torch his cabin and hide his journals somewhere in the forest, then tell someone he trusted the location of them one day.

Either way, what actually happened is Ted opened his cabin door to see his local sheriff, plus two scruffy looking old FBI guys, and so let his guard down because, I kid you not, he; “always thought FBI agents would be youngish men in business suits with ties.”[3]


Photo scans

For the handwritten source click here: <archive.org/details/ae.-teds-journals_202303>

Here’s a preview below:

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Side by side coded & decrypted text

Encrypted text Decrypted text
80 69 4 40 86 91 31 30 98 4 9 34 63 22 38 45 59 95 JET PLANES
91 61 80 74 56 THEM
34 3 39 46 95 5 3 36 26 49 90 80 25 14 21 28 39 29 46 88 6 67 79 43 78 88 6 67 79 43 78 43 78 88 COMMERCIAIL AIR ROUTES
41 54 53 51 48 60 61 92 40 33 25 71 87 79 81 72 87 44 41 47 18 3 21 13 40 3 8 74 60 65 72 16 60 48 39 49 90 64 91 46 12 67 71 44 55 64 8 35 36 4 64 99 51 67 61 33 62 26 28 0 57 25 19 90 88 40 36 49 46 20 22 38 26 78 79 54 63 48 53 49 9 54 30 34 8 58 64 47 35 67 39 83 67 55 80 22 12 87 45 50 30 41 29 59 41 59 54 54 37 55 37 55 24 32 48 43 33 62 66 35 14 45 50 17 12 31 40 64 71 69 50 32 60 17 41 39 47 COMMITTED CRIMES DIRECTED AGAINST PLANES, SO I DON’T WANT TO CALL ATTENTIONTO MYSELFAZ ONE WHO HATES PLANESAND WANTS TO AVOID THEM!
46 90 80 20 32 17 10 87 51 47 2 80 42 2 11 95 94 18 50 23 35 41 42 64 54 11 49 55 70 13 18 8 75 24 99 1 89 32 35 67 23 3 62 44 97 28 76 22 4 56 39 51 31 29 26 58 53 38 93 69 15 43 74 86 49 43 28 42 3 11 67 78 58 27 53 44 56 30 60 99 26 36 38 33 56 58 66 80 9 65 46 78 82 94 93 55 63 17 71 81 62 78 26 50 46 18 29 67 79 76 21 34 20 34 20 22 82 8 8 42 40 34 25 2 87 93 93 20 6 60 38 69 34 29 86 70 83 37 6 89 84 80 54 33 2 12 13 41 71 66 59 48 45 55 61 20 83 53 42 53 51 54 82 86 60 56 57 90 49 26 52 14 89 4 35 51 27 75 51 56 59 55 41 23 13 3 69 55 43 79 1 14 23 45 52 41 33 41 50 64 83 35 17 43 10 7 8 1 50 49 35 24 39 63 49 61 28 54 40 53 15 25 89 67 91 25 57 61 52 96 53 67 64 30 49 80 25 95 16 17 15 82 69 62 55 62 9 5 21 30 8 26 90 99 53 53 56 57 77 14 70 86 33 40 10 34 2 19 11 79 24 50 82 50 94 24 45 49 57 41 33 37 81 50 85 91 86 43 19 16 26 46 81 34 27 80 26 29 53 41 20 29 17 36 39 18 31 34 33 24 86 14 90 60 43 42 43 18 45 75 15 83 8 73 40 50 9 43 31 83 65 30 17 87 32 9 87 23 17 98 70 8 87 63 64 43 77 42 45 9 53 41 12 22 43 0 33 91 6 24 49 38 89 19 89 16 46 9 51 73 32 26 19 50 81 64 24 92 75 89 42 52 24 25 31 36 43 57 50 47 54 32 52 69 32 8 66 2 26 29 38 46 53 45 18 55 57 14 7 77 40 26 69 41 24 20 55 60 52 8 39 17 23 54 5 6 1 44 50 55 90 7 79 15 92 33 29 95 24 28 15 81 62 52 55 62 69 82 85 83 36 23 68 49 36 34 40 8 59 68 71 73 68 88 83 75 4 68 97 72 48 30 50 47 55 48 64 42 34 2 74 18 39 61 40 21 76 85 21 27 92 7 24 47 31 59 81 64 0 55 25 37 82 14 51 89 32 24 76 91 65 63 13 0 52 63 56 99 54 23 59 8 14 44 68 69 44 33 33 59 27 20 75 32 62 85 57 47 26 68 70 94 86 39 49 0 75 92 38 83 89 24 77 59 77 71 45 74 57 69 23 45 53 87 48 77 90 77 23 37 79 33 62 13 44 64 88 54 51 18 53 30 36 13 44 23 38 27 29 45 95 96 14 54 49 62 59 42 46 57 31 23 16 51 92 27 45 11 22 16 25 22 55 34 74 63 2 44 57 46 62 37 49 51 39 37 15 25 26 59 31 87 51 39 55 43 2 22 70 83 35 61 28 90 42 53 59 1 26 60 75 46 60 25 40 45 15 36 22 19 99 14 43 83 19 87 55 89 14 76 52 40 36 4 42 86 24 73 4 31 45 48 65 54 38 26 9 91 22 32 56 20 33 32 29 28 1 35 70 3 69 65 38 27 9 36 9 87 89 74 76 45 5 33 35 31 26 4 1 79 46 52 89 71 29 50 25 52 52 1 33 40 87 78 36 31 61 40 31 34 25 1 6 92 27 72 43 7 44 32 25 42 20 6 68 48 64 18 25 44 40 50 93 28 46 49 86 39 47 40 41 39 22 29 38 72 64 55 62 54 76 19 30 36 44 37 41 34 36 33 3 45 67 32 0 10 11 61 26 64 39 98 62 47 96 23 5 21 13 39 8 62 66 54 59 63 30 58 67 99 54 44 70 21 54 80 31 39 82 98 33 0 62 82 46 13 31 7 48 45 42 29 48 90 9 5 53 21 42 41 20 0 71 82 21 6 55 10 59 IN JUNE NINETEEN EIGHTY, I SENT A BOMB TO P.A. WOOD, PSES. OF UNITED AIR LINES. ACCORDING TO NEWSPAPERS HOSPITALIZED WITH COTS AND BURNS AND HAD SURGERY FOR REMOVAL OF FRAGMENTS. POST OFFICE IFFERED FIVE THOWZAND BUKS REWARD FOR CSQRVT IDENTIFICATION OF CULPRIT. FBI SAID BOMB HAD ENUF POWDER TO KILL, BUT “FAULTY CRAFTSMANSHIP” WEAKENED IT CAUSE CULPRIT LEFT SOMETHING LOORE THIS FALSE, THO MY DESIGN.. MAY HAVE BEEN POOR DUE TO IGNORANCE OF THE TECHNOLOGY. THE DETONATOR DID ALL I DESIGNED IT TO DO. IT IGNITED THE POWDER. I KNOW FOR CERTAIN THERE WAS NOTHING “LOOSE” IN THE EXPLOSIVE UNIT ITSELF, CAUSE THE ENDS OF THE PIPE WERE STOPPED WITH POODEN PLUGS FASTENED WITH EPOXY AND FOR EACH PLUG “IWO NAILS PASSING THRU PLUG AND BOTH SIDES OF PIPE. THERE WOULD BE NOTHING ELSE TO GET LOOSE THAT COULD WEAKEN ERPLODSION “PROBABLY” BOMB WEAK FROM NAIVE DESIGN OR FBI MISTAKEN ABOUT TYPE OF POWDER. THEY WERE PARTLY WRONG ABOUT TYPE OF SWITCH USED, JUDGING FROM NEWSPAPER
35 46 33 34 7 90 18 16 70 78 51 99 63 52 85 72 45 9 6 72 0 91 97 58 54 79 57 76 21 52 40 88 78 69 20 27 43 56 83 35 55 83 30 46 41 48 37 35 49 35 75 4 58 99 72 83 85 92 12 81 36 17 35 44 35 51 36 38 20 85 36 26 COMMIITING THE CRIMES REPORTED ELSEWHERE IN MY NOTES I FEEL BETTER. I AM STILL PLENTY ANGRY
2 46 53 15 86 35 55 42 41 63 31 80 87 71 35 46 46 91 34 90 29 36 38 I AM NOW ABLE TO STRIKE BACK,
10 23 29 15 0 1 15 13 23 42 64 54 96 48 34 42 61 41 26 32 25 41 25 51 54 49 77 34 92 29 59 37 25 84 99 41 88 29 27 70 62 49 66 93 6 27 7 20 55 19 91 52 53 90 3 85 82 5 46 52 58 79 52 49 91 60 69 23 84 64 1 58 67 27 54 52 19 61 99 95 32 37 81 46 6 33 30 51 64 62 94 45 45 57 30 18 27 12 11 66 29 90 29 85 52 41 49 48 0 60 88 2 53 75 66 61 8 28 28 45 41 58 51 19 21 81 26 47 83 10 61 78 50 25 60 43 55 5 92 89 86 84 20 79 33 43 80 67 36 82 36 87 46 32 10 80 38 89 53 16 37 61 85 16 98 16 28 49 5 31 5 60 70 85 79 28 39 54 83 90 44 56 31 0 32 53 64 77 6 25 63 19 77 64 94 18 15 4 56 44 26 64 26 76 56 16 5 7 33 84 30 75 31 81 62 65 32 51 98 62 33 21 61 34 28 48 58 64 73 41 48 78 12 91 74 64 50 47 55 65 1 20 61 17 54 5 25 61 52 99 63 5 54 69 46 87 13 34 26 42 61 81 23 82 1 92 94 29 89 0 42 68 16 59 58 26 85 55 16 73 88 5 42 40 41 19 30 78 91 9 42 38 25 46 47 58 46 25 20 83 3 58 71 83 26 24 44 16 66 90 85 63 56 5 31 31 77 0 64 34 35 95 31 46 77 51 38 38 15 94 3 41 48 79 31 63 70 23 84 20 I CAN’T STRIKE BACK TO ANYTHING LIKE THE EXTENT I WISH TO, BUT I NO LONGER FEEL TOTALLY HELPLESS, AND THE .ANGER DUZZENT GNAW AT MY GUTS AS IT USED TO. GUILTY FEELINGS? YES, A LITTLE. OCCASIONALLY I HAVE BAD DREAMS IN WHICH THE POLICE ARE AFI’ER ME. OR IN WHICH I AM THREATENED WITH PUNISHMENT FROM SOME SUPER NATURAL SOURCE. SUCH AS THE DEVIL. BUT THESE DON’T OCCUR OFTEN YOU ENUF TO BE A PROBLEM. I AM DEFINITELY GLAD TO HAVE DONE WHAT I HAVE.
54 84 99 69 35 74 20 83 52 0 63 19 85 65 88 98 39 86 77 91 4 85 16 78 0 62 46 88 58 84 39 3 93 7 59 35 14 21 43 75 5 76 12 51 92 18 51 32 77 56 66 61 80 22 7 16 17 41 2 55 78 90 94 32 TWO OR THREE WEEKS AGO I COMMITTED A PARTICULARLY SATISFY SMALLMISDEED.
80 35 77 54 52 82 61 61 4 34 70 91 52 75 16 95 80 84 20 14 82 23 38 4 7 52 28 29 55 11 33 90 42 76 45 82 65 THE THICKETS AROUND THE HEAD OF ROCHESTERGULCH.
54 65 89 74 58 58 43 91 71 56 34 55 3 71 30 54 27 5 53 38 31 47 4 THE DISTANT BUZZ OF CHAINSA-
0 64 68 89 64 96 49 17 53 42 57 97 55 73 82 42 51 54 61 42 43 81 43 68 48 60 72 55 10 14 85 95 58 86 46 2 43 19 79 58 25 27 15 54 30 69 71 50 40 61 32 66 14 41 49 82 42 32 30 75 41 49 60 28 99 26 86 46 55 46 48 44 16 38 3 34 1 NO LOGGING OPERATION. SOMEONE MUST BE COTI’ING A TRAIL THRU THVSE THICKETS OF WHICH IHAVE ALWAYS BEEN
77 0 11 75 58 49 49 10 83 67 87 70 26 29 83 57 87 62 3 82 63 90 39 34 52 45 40 65 11 44 28 56 2 57 22 9 50 92 14 81 4 41 60 36 35 78 45 32 48 42 70 65 47 77 59 96 37 25 28 53 61 THE CUTTERS WERE PASSING WITHIN A HUNDERD YARDS OF MY CAMP AND I COULDD HEAR THEIR VOICES.
4 39 4 31 59 11 56 82 49 27 58 11 38 91 98 23 68 24 3 42 50 99 5 60 80 11 6 31 30 38 1 18 41 30 37 42 68 75 24 82 13 38 70 55 92 67 50 44 20 15 82 0 87 38 71 11 80 90 76 18 67 28 43 83 37 24 THE CUTTERS. I COULD HAVE SHOT ONE, BUT I WAS AFRAID THAT IN THAT CASE I MITE BE TRACKED BY DOGS
74 45 64 30 87 63 65 21 85 99 62 48 63 13 47 49 38 61 40 8 28 57 70 79 73 47 20 91 76 46 51 66 68 61 41 72 52 30 76 61 60 GET AWAY BY SOME LONGCOMPLICATED ROUTE
85 24 38 48 12 6 79 17 94 5 87 45 9 82 69 23 70 64 53 90 89 45 91 33 23 27 6 56 4 75 53 27 46 8 81 26 68 88 5 81 40 52 38 THEM MOVE A MOTORCYCLE ALONG THE TRAIL THEY HAD CUT.
70 2 28 21 29 78 28 75 54 38 81 40 81 77 38 51 76 35 51 33 71 13 36 16 29 60 88 51 49 49 95 64 13 81 54 48 66 44 84 85 25 65 31 33 PEOPLE WHO HAVE ONE OFTHE CABINS AT THE MOUTH OF ROCHESTER GULCH.
81 99 58 83 14 40 73 40 86 47 32 80 76 32 84 37 98 20 49 46 68 7 32 1 61 63 85 80 53 30 40 49 49 64 54 70 26 74 48 64 67 15 54 29 79 87 20 74 87 19 44 69 65 43 63 78 63 21 11 22 45 60 44 65 59 86 55 98 38 76 50 MA.IN CULPRTS AMONG THOSE WHO GO TEARING OVER THE MOUNTAIN MEADOWS ON THEIR CYCLES.
52 15 5 18 68 36 25 29 15 21 6 32 15 21 0 5 63 46 33 97 2 4 73 64 1 14 12 9 23 5 65 87 70 64 91 48 31 25 86 THAT CABIN, AND THERE IS A BIG RUTTED PLACE WHERE THE MOTORCYCLES
72 80 19 95 64 38 82 62 16 66 53 42 47 48 33 81 99 63 62 85 63 74 50 47 45 28 28 14 63 21 60 9 9 61 7 61 73 73 64 31 69 26 76 43 29 96 16 17 45 37 1 13 67 10 67 47 55 58 26 80 40 90 51 60 19 48 26 19 67 34 89 61 64 66 53 15 65 TRAIL WOULD NICELY COMPLEMENT THE ROUTES THEY USE, AND LET THEM RIDE PAST THE HEAD OF ROCHESTER.
81 56 80 56 50 62 57 92 3 32 65 70 27 72 78 CHAINSAWS A WHILE, I
54 86 58 14 15 60 63 64 41 61 61 33 82 52 5 62 30 6 26 51 21 62 0 BACK ALONG THEIROWN TRAIL
14 76 60 57 60 63 73 99 2 14 8 61 43 97 81 33 67 3 72 82 64 86 51 54 75 17 80 59 46 2 27 42 57 4 33 21 67 38 92 15 5 24 13 10 53 12 86 45 28 46 37 85 74 48 72 5 39 75 91 84 83 16 9 52 68 71 6 47 40 73 50 2 65 65 36 38 85 26 6 26 7 2 91 60 70 2 16 75 82 33 42 5 42 39 87 2 76 THEY HAD LEFT THEIR OTHER TWO MOTORCYCLES. I PUT SUGAR IN THE GAS TANKS OF BOTH AND SLASHED ALL THE TIRES. THEN I SNEAKED BACK TO MY CAMP
73 30 37 42 93 17 33 38 91 94 5 61 27 46 4 50 8 39 25 7 36 23 40 23 46 67 89 11 35 9 12 40 56 38 51 52 54 37 99 88 22 85 39 42 59 29 43 42 30 87 5 0 66 54 50 86 65 41 4 8 45 32 43 50 THICKETS WITH A PACK, AND THEY WERE WLKING SO CLOSE THAT I WAS AFRAID THEY MITE HEAR ME.
54 22 46 11 77 78 12 32 41 3 95 49 37 32 69 WERE NOT RUNNING THE SAWS.
57 61 66 6 61 28 37 39 6 41 90 10 8 16 8 13 75 91 39 40 47 3 62 79 49 24 98 49 49 4 58 41 22 51 42 41 53 72 80 44 12 90 CYCLE RUNNING UP WHERE THE OTHER TWO CYCLES HAD BEEN LEFT.
73 13 86 80 13 83 16 63 42 39 41 56 67 32 55 44 THE WORK HAD BEEN GOING ON,
67 20 0 53 57 75 67 73 99 21 0 86 55 5 57 59 64 38 38 79 44 71 45 96 89 65 ROERING AWAY OVER THE MTN), AND DOWN
24 63 30 87 36 55 92 68 74 15 79 58 MOUTH OF ROCHESTER.
24 63 87 24 61 65 46 56 0 79 63 2 99 73 85 89 67 30 17 30 62 11 46 QUIET WITH THE PACK IN THE THICKET.
35 1 84 93 42 80 57 67 37 13 72 71 30 67 68 I HAD MY SECRET SHACK.
10 66 75 62 63 15 34 37 70 32 72 64 98 74 48 10 81 37 11 49 83 64 88 35 73 23 15 39 12 69 37 63 57 17 92 74 62 49 43 32 42 27 NERVUS ABOUT LINGERING ANY WHERE IN THE AREA AFTER MY MISDEED.
82 2 37 55 54 40 51 42 63 88 24 53 11 84 54 39 64 76 86 0 65 50 67 35 26 77 45 91 66 54 74 51 33 82 32 73 30 79 37 53 47 54 77 19 70 29 5 67 83 25 27 65 31 46 46 92 42 17 2 74 1 42 66 76 98 38 41 18 79 42 71 75 48 27 12 75 90 90 83 55 13 83 19 20 68 91 86 34 51 0 60 68 0 47 48 13 7 19 17 27 14 55 40 62 8 37 30 21 48 33 31 89 21 57 45 33 60 30 66 39 10 34 81 60 52 99 NEAT TRICK THAT I PULLED. THOSE FUCKERS MUST HAVE BEEN ASTONISHED AND MYSTIFIED TO FIND THEIR CYCLES RIPPED UP ONLY A QUARDER MILE FROM WHERE THEY WERE WORKING, IN AN AREA WHERE THEY WOULD
86 83 39 93 59 27 50 53 77 49 30 2 28 80 37 31 80 FIND ANY PEEPLE
43 34 13 39 48 58 39 0 14 40 59 18 51 26 7 6 16 89 5 94 50 89 63 32 85 46 70 51 63 40 44 28 24 36 76 28 29 17 10 13 REVENGE WAS PARTICULARLY SATISFYING BECAUSE IT WAS AN
20 12 43 44 18 0 30 96 63 26 36 89 TO THE PROVOCATION
81 55 7 54 45 30 90 75 28 30 7 75 46 42 70 58 7 87 28 36 20 25 3 38 29 79 63 83 47 53 66 50 7 83 45 49 59 23 80 53 81 61 58 11 34 41 29 77 59 54 51 0 61 62 93 77 85 48 75 78 51 12 99 48 84 49 72 82 REVENGE I ATTEMPTED FOR JET NOISE. I LONG FELT FRUSTRATED ANGER AGAINST THEPLANES.
11 39 3 58 5 3 34 6 5 46 79 14 64 44 95 85 19 88 81 63 44 61 26 73 17 68 37 90 31 70 63 99 83 28 7 59 20 37 6 46 87 38 29 57 40 61 59 50 34 45 54 49 71 66 21 89 INJURING THE PRES OF UNITED A.L., BUT HE WAS ONLY ONE OF A VAST ARMY OF PEEPLE WHO
82 29 53 13 27 56 55 85 55 10 40 10 49 45 8 84 .JETS. SO THE REVENGE WAS
12 66 2 23 91 13 66 55 2 37 36 64 TO THE PROVOCATION.
28 25 75 45 40 27 79 67 20 31 69 72 47 76 35 93 40 33 9 68 2 34 STRIKE BACK IMMEDIATELY AND
59 38 49 15 2 17 45 25 34 73 54 29 54 56 17 28 90 51 28 92 50 45 38 41 19 0 40 26 42 64 73 55 88 48 60 21 39 60 40 48 35 97 12 61 40 58 86 30 30 25 46 51 39 11 80 15 99 56 40 7 8 78 8 41 6 23 36 5 28 26 60 45 51 23 SENT ANONYMOUS NOTE TO THE FOREST SERVICE INFORMING THEM OF THAT PRESUMABLY ILLEGAL TRAIL.
67 9 62 30 83 23 17 69 18 53 33 13 12 14 53 58 35 33 86 1 61 19 45 76 17 76 64 7 59 98 62 71 10 4 43 1 12 7 57 55 39 40 90 45 22 70 79 87 49 46 31 84 13 52 40 46 91 41 37 55 49 39 23 33 71 29 55 71 89 63 94 58 6 90 17 71 27 50 47 75 68 2 77 33 4 80 35 40 30 58 F.S. IS A LITTLE LAX ABOUT SUCH THINGS, AND IF THEY 00 ANYTHING AT ALL THEY PROBABLY ONLY REPRIMAND THE PEOPLE
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Just the cipher string

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‖ JET PLANES ‖ THEM ‖ COMMERCIAIL AIR ROUTES ‖ COMMITTED CRIMES DIRECTED AGAINST PLANES, SO I DON’T WANT TO CALL ATTENTIONTO MYSELFAZ ONE WHO HATES PLANESAND WANTS TO AVOID THEM! ‖ IN JUNE NINETEEN EIGHTY, I SENT A BOMB TO P.A. WOOD, PSES. OF UNITED AIR LINES. ACCORDING TO NEWSPAPERS HOSPITALIZED WITH COTS AND BURNS AND HAD SURGERY FOR REMOVAL OF FRAGMENTS. POST OFFICE IFFERED FIVE THOWZAND BUKS REWARD FOR CSQRVT IDENTIFICATION OF CULPRIT. FBI SAID BOMB HAD ENUF POWDER TO KILL, BUT “FAULTY CRAFTSMANSHIP” WEAKENED IT CAUSE CULPRIT LEFT SOMETHING LOORE THIS FALSE, THO MY DESIGN.. MAY HAVE BEEN POOR DUE TO IGNORANCE OF THE TECHNOLOGY. THE DETONATOR DID ALL I DESIGNED IT TO DO. IT IGNITED THE POWDER. I KNOW FOR CERTAIN THERE WAS NOTHING “LOOSE” IN THE EXPLOSIVE UNIT ITSELF, CAUSE THE ENDS OF THE PIPE WERE STOPPED WITH POODEN PLUGS FASTENED WITH EPOXY AND FOR EACH PLUG “IWO NAILS PASSING THRU PLUG AND BOTH SIDES OF PIPE. THERE WOULD BE NOTHING ELSE TO GET LOOSE THAT COULD WEAKEN ERPLODSION “PROBABLY” BOMB WEAK FROM NAIVE DESIGN OR FBI MISTAKEN ABOUT TYPE OF POWDER. THEY WERE PARTLY WRONG ABOUT TYPE OF SWITCH USED, JUDGING FROM NEWSPAPER ‖ COMMIITING THE CRIMES REPORTED ELSEWHERE IN MY NOTES I FEEL BETTER. I AM STILL PLENTY ANGRY ‖ I AM NOW ABLE TO STRIKE BACK, ‖ I CAN’T STRIKE BACK TO ANYTHING LIKE THE EXTENT I WISH TO, BUT I NO LONGER FEEL TOTALLY HELPLESS, AND THE .ANGER DUZZENT GNAW AT MY GUTS AS IT USED TO. GUILTY FEELINGS? YES, A LITTLE. OCCASIONALLY I HAVE BAD DREAMS IN WHICH THE POLICE ARE AFI’ER ME. OR IN WHICH I AM THREATENED WITH PUNISHMENT FROM SOME SUPER NATURAL SOURCE. SUCH AS THE DEVIL. BUT THESE DON’T OCCUR OFTEN YOU ENUF TO BE A PROBLEM. I AM DEFINITELY GLAD TO HAVE DONE WHAT I HAVE. ‖ TWO OR THREE WEEKS AGO I COMMITTED A PARTICULARLY SATISFY SMALLMISDEED. ‖ THE THICKETS AROUND THE HEAD OF ROCHESTERGULCH. ‖ THE DISTANT BUZZ OF CHAINSA- ‖ NO LOGGING OPERATION. SOMEONE MUST BE COTI’ING A TRAIL THRU THVSE THICKETS OF WHICH IHAVE ALWAYS BEEN ‖ THE CUTTERS WERE PASSING WITHIN A HUNDERD YARDS OF MY CAMP AND I COULDD HEAR THEIR VOICES. ‖ THE CUTTERS. I COULD HAVE SHOT ONE, BUT I WAS AFRAID THAT IN THAT CASE I MITE BE TRACKED BY DOGS ‖ GET AWAY BY SOME LONGCOMPLICATED ROUTE ‖ THEM MOVE A MOTORCYCLE ALONG THE TRAIL THEY HAD CUT. ‖ PEOPLE WHO HAVE ONE OFTHE CABINS AT THE MOUTH OF ROCHESTER GULCH. ‖ MA.IN CULPRTS AMONG THOSE WHO GO TEARING OVER THE MOUNTAIN MEADOWS ON THEIR CYCLES. ‖ THAT CABIN, AND THERE IS A BIG RUTTED PLACE WHERE THE MOTORCYCLES ‖ TRAIL WOULD NICELY COMPLEMENT THE ROUTES THEY USE, AND LET THEM RIDE PAST THE HEAD OF ROCHESTER. ‖ CHAINSAWS A WHILE, I ‖ BACK ALONG THEIROWN TRAIL ‖ THEY HAD LEFT THEIR OTHER TWO MOTORCYCLES. I PUT SUGAR IN THE GAS TANKS OF BOTH AND SLASHED ALL THE TIRES. THEN I SNEAKED BACK TO MY CAMP ‖ THICKETS WITH A PACK, AND THEY WERE WLKING SO CLOSE THAT I WAS AFRAID THEY MITE HEAR ME. ‖ WERE NOT RUNNING THE SAWS. ‖ CYCLE RUNNING UP WHERE THE OTHER TWO CYCLES HAD BEEN LEFT. ‖ THE WORK HAD BEEN GOING ON, ‖ ROERING AWAY OVER THE MTN), AND DOWN ‖ MOUTH OF ROCHESTER. ‖ QUIET WITH THE PACK IN THE THICKET. ‖ I HAD MY SECRET SHACK. ‖ NERVUS ABOUT LINGERING ANY WHERE IN THE AREA AFTER MY MISDEED. ‖ NEAT TRICK THAT I PULLED. THOSE FUCKERS MUST HAVE BEEN ASTONISHED AND MYSTIFIED TO FIND THEIR CYCLES RIPPED UP ONLY A QUARDER MILE FROM WHERE THEY WERE WORKING, IN AN AREA WHERE THEY WOULD ‖ FIND ANY PEEPLE ‖ REVENGE WAS PARTICULARLY SATISFYING BECAUSE IT WAS AN ‖ TO THE PROVOCATION ‖ REVENGE I ATTEMPTED FOR JET NOISE. I LONG FELT FRUSTRATED ANGER AGAINST THEPLANES. ‖ INJURING THE PRES OF UNITED A.L., BUT HE WAS ONLY ONE OF A VAST ARMY OF PEEPLE WHO ‖ .JETS. SO THE REVENGE WAS ‖ TO THE PROVOCATION. ‖ STRIKE BACK IMMEDIATELY AND ‖ SENT ANONYMOUS NOTE TO THE FOREST SERVICE INFORMING THEM OF THAT PRESUMABLY ILLEGAL TRAIL. ‖ F.S. IS A LITTLE LAX ABOUT SUCH THINGS, AND IF THEY 00 ANYTHING AT ALL THEY PROBABLY ONLY REPRIMAND THE PEOPLE ‖ YENDO A MI CAMPAMENTO VIEJO FAMILIAR, DIA PRIMERO DE LA EXCURSION, VI QUE UN LUGAR FAVORITO DE MIO, NO LEJO DEL CAMPAMENTO, SE ARRUINABA POR CORTAR DE LOS ARBOLS. (I.E., LOGGING) ALSO ON THAT TRIP I SMASHED ALL WINDOWS OF A FAIRLY NEW, PRETENTIOUSTYPE CABIN BYDALTON MTN.RD. DURING OCTOBER I TOOK A TRIP (TWO NIGHTS OUT) TO MCCLELLAN DAINAGE, WHERE ID PREVIOUSLY SEEN A NEW MINING CLAIM WITH TIN SHACK. MADE ME SICK TO SEE WHERE THEYD BULLDOZED A ROAD THRU, JUST SO THEY COULD DIG SMALL AMOUNT GILD AS HOBBY. SO I BROKE INTO SHACK AND SMASHEED UP THEIR STUFF, WHICH WAS THE PURPOSE OF THE TRIP ‖ ENEMY OF ORGANIRED SOCIETY AS “SICK” AND THEREFORE UNHAPPY, BUT I FIND THAT I AM A HAPPY MAN OF COURSE. I HAVE HAD MUCH SATISFACTION AND HAPPINESS EVER SINCE I CAME TO LIVE IN THE MOUNTAINS, BUT ALL TOO OFTEN I WAS ACUTELY TROUBLED BY FRUSTRATED ANGER AT MITORCYCLES, AIRPLANES, ALL THAT STUFF AGAINST WHICH MY JOURNALS ARE FULL OF CIMPLAINTS, AND AT THE DEATH OF WILDERNESS AND FREEDOM THAT I FORESEE. I SOMETIMES FELT AS IF I WANTED TO DIE ALONG WITH THE WILDERNESS. HOWEVER, SINCE ACQUIRING THE ABILITY TO COMMIT REVENGE CRIMES, I HAVE FOUND VAST RELIEF FROM THESE PROBLEMS. NOW MY ANGER NEED NO LONGER BE HELD IN.ALSO, I HAVE MADE A CHANGE OF ATTITUDE. ‖ MY REVEMGE CRIMES, BECAUSE (SINCE I CAN STRIKE BACK) THIS CHANGE OF ATTISUDE NO NONGER. REPRESENTS A HUMILIATING, SLAVISH SURRENDER. WILD COUNTRY, FREEDOM, AND ISOLATION FROM THE SYSTEM BEST, AND IF THE SYSTEM DEPRIVES ME OF THESE THEN I MUST STRIKE BACK REVENGEFULLY. BUT IF I CAN STRIKE BACK, THEN I CAN BETTER ENJOY NATURE PARTLY RUINED BY THE INVASION OF THE SYSTEM, BECAUSE THE INVASION OF THE SYSTEM NO LONGER CHOKES WITH FRUSTRATED ANGER, PROVIDED I CAN GET SOME REVENGE. ‖ HACE QUIZAS UN MES QUE HICE UNA INCURSION A LA CABANA QUE PERTENECE ECOMO REO) A LOS ESTUPIDOJ QUE SE PASEAN A MOTOCICLETA A MENUDO ALREDEDPR DE ROCHESTER GULCH. QUEBRE LA MAYORIA DE LOS VENTANAS Y ROMPI FUERA DOS TERCIOS DEL “ROOFING”. SI OUTE EQUIVOCO CREYENDO QUE ESTA CABANA PERTENEZCA A AQUELLA GENTE, NO IMPORTA MUCHO, PORQUE HE VISTO MOTOCICLETAS PARADAS A ESTA CABANA A LA BOCA DE ROCHESTER, OTRA VEZ “SNOW MOBILES” Y UN OTRO TIPO DE “RECREATION VEHICLE”. FUE MI SEGUNDA O TERCERA INCURSION A ESTA CABANAHACE ‖ UNOS POCOS DIAS QUE ACABE DE HACER UNA PISTOLA DE CALIBRE VEINTE Y DOS. ESTO METOMO MUCHO TIEMPO DURANTE UN ANO Y MEDIO, THEREBY PREVENTING ME FROM WORKING ON SOME OTHER PROJECTS I WOULD HAVE LIKED TO CARRY OUT. GUN WORKS WELL AND I GET AS MUCH AERCURACY OUT OF IT AS ID EXPECT A INEXPERIENCED PISTOL SHOT LIKE ME. IT IS EQIPED WITH IMPROVISED SILENCER WHICH DOES NOT WORK AS WELL AS I HOPED. AT A GUESS IT CUTS NOISE DOWN TO MAYBE ONE THIRD. IT IS SAID THAT IT IS EASY MACHINIST TO MAKE A GUN, PERO POR SUPUESTO, YO NO TENIA MACHINE TOOLS, BUT ONLY A FEW FILES, HACKSAW BLADES, SMALL VICE, A RICKETY HAND DRILL, ETC. THE BARREL TOME DE UNA VIEJA PISTOLANEUMATICA. LAS OTRAS PARTES HICE DE VARIOS FRAGMENTOS DE HIERRO, LA MAYORIA DE ELLOS VINIENDODE LOS AUOMOVILES ABANDONADOS QUE ESTAN CERCA DE AQUI. EXIGIA MUY CUIDEDO HACER LAS PARTES CON BASTANTE EXACTITUD, PERO LOHICE BIEN Y ESTOY BIEN SATISFECHO. QUIERO USAR LA PISTOLA POR ARMA DE HOMICIDIO ‖ BY WASH TOWARD TON CREEK SAW CABIN BELONING TO BAD PEOPLE (THEY HAD BRAND NEW PICK UP, SLICK LOOKING FIXINGS INSIDE CABIN). WITH STEELTRAPS HANGING OUTSIDE CABIN, BUT NOT CNVENIENT ME TO TAKE THEM ‖ GET THE TRAPS. HAD GOOD TRIP BROUGHT SIX DAYS RATIONS. GOT TRAPS, BROKE INTO CABIN AND GOT ANOTHEL DAYS RATIONS. MAS LEJOS HACIA ABAJO POR EL ARROYO ESTABA UNA OPERACION MINERA CON DRAGA Y BULLDOZER QUE ESTROPEABA EL ARROYO Y HACIA RUIDO QUE SETH PODIA OIR A LO LEJOS A LO. ALTO DE LA MONTANA. GASTE UN DIA PARA IR HACIA ABAJO Y DANAR SUS MAQUINAS. FOUND THEY WERE WORKING ‖ MACHINE STANDING AT A DISTANCE SO I COULD DAMAGE IT. SLASHED TIRES, SLASHED EXPENSIVE HOSE, DAMAGED SMALL ENGINE ON IT. FRUSTRATED AT NOT BEING ABLE TO HURT MINERS MORE, I DID MINOR DAMAGE TO TWO CABINS ‖ YEARS BEFORE, WHEN I WENT THIS WAY I FOUND A JERK TEARING UP THE MOUNTAIN WITH A CAT ON SOME SILLY DREAM OF FINDING GOLD (IT SEEMS MINING LAWS PERMIT THIS). I LATER DAMAGED HIS TRACTOR AS MUCH AS I COULD. THIS TIME WHEN I PASSED BY THERE, NO SIGN OF FURTHER WORK HAVING BEEN DONE. SEEMS MY VANDALISM ENDED HIS VANDALISM. ON WAY HOME PASSED THRU MCCLELLAN WHERE SOME JERKS HAVE BEEN PLAY MINER, TEARING UP CREEK IN SICKENING WAY. THEY ALSO DUG PROSPECT HOLES ON RIDGE. I TOOK AN IMPORTANT LOOKING PART (GENERATOR) OFF ENGINE OF THEIR CAT AND BURIED IT IN BOTTOM OF ANOTHER CREEK WHERE IT RUST AWAY ‖ IN EARLY SAPTEMBER I SNEAKED UP ON CABINS AT ROCHESTER G. AT LOWER CABIN I SAW TWO PARKED MOTORCYCLES. FROM THIS AND CERTAIN OTHER EVIDENCE I NOW BELIEVE ITS THE PEOPLE OF LOWER CABIN WHO WERE MAIN MOTORCYCLE CULPRITS OF THAT AREA. I CAME BACK AT NIGHT, TORE OFF SOME ROOFING, BROKE WINDOW, SLASHED UP COUCH, BED, CURTAINS, CLOTHING, TOOK BOX OF TOOLS (MAYBE HUNDRED BUCKS WORTH) BURIED THEM UNDER LOG IN WOODS. ON WAY BACK TO CAMP I FELT SO GOOD. BEAUTIFUL FULL MOON. SOME JERK PLACER MINING WAY UP AT SOURCE OF RECHESTER, AREA LITTERED UP. I RECKED A WHEELBARROW HE HAD THERE ‖ I RECENTLY WROTE IN A LETTER TO MY BROTHER THAT THE INHIBITIONS THAT HAVE BEEN TRAINED INTO ME ARE TOO STRONG TO PERMIT ME EVER TO COMMIT A SERIOUS CRIME. THIS MAY SURPRIZE READER CONSIDERING SOME THINGS REPORTED IN THESE NOTES, BUT MOTIVE IS CLEAR. I WANT TO AVOID ANY POSSIBLE SUSPICION ON MY BROTHERS PART. ‖ AND THIS IS THAT MY PROJECTS FOR REVENGE ON THE TECHNOLOGICAL SOCIETY ARE EXPENSIVE AND I NEED MONEY TO CARRY THEM OUT. FOR INSTANCE, LAST FALL I ATTEMPTED A BOMBING AND SPENT NEARLY THREE HUNDRED BUCKS JUST FOR TRAVEL EXPENSES, MOTEL, CLOTHING FOR DISGUISE, ETC. ASIDE FROM COST OF MATERIALS FOR BOMB. AND THEN THE THING FAILED TO EXPLODE. DAMN, THIS WAS THE FIREBOMB FOUND IN U. OF UTAH BUSINESS SCHOOL OUTSIDE DOOR OF ROOM CONTAINING SOME COMPUTER STUFF. ‖


[1]Archived page of the California University archive collection
The original front page of the online special collections archive collection
The original web page that had the photoscan of the journal

[2] A Review and Compilation of the Writings of Ted Kaczynski by The UNABOM Task Force (1996).

[3] Unabomber; In His Own Words (Netflix Documentary).


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